I'm alive. have had a rough year but I'm doing a lot better now. I will soon post a massive blog post about everything that has happened.
Blue Skies...
Blue Skies...
I really can't decide if I sholuld go home early or just push through and stay. I've never in my life been in so much pain that I am right now. The painkillers take the edge off but not all of it. But if I go home I have to face reality and the shit back home. I'm scheduled for surgery the 4th of april...
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elmachi:
hey there, its been months now since last time i checked. How are you doing? did you go through surgery? maybe you did. I hope you are recovering fine. ... again, best wishes man. I hope you can go back jumping from planes soon.
peace
machi
peace
machi
sunofnone:
Haven't heard anything from you in a long time. Hope you're doing ok.
Apparently it can rain quite heavily in California too 
In sunny Cali. My body still is working against me and not letting me jump. But if I am to be in pain. I'd rather be here than back home in the snowy Sweden
Blue skies...
Blue skies...
Still in pain. But got enough morphine to take down an elephant so I think the 20 hour trip to Los Angeles will be manageable. I leave tomorrow and will stay in Lake Elsinore until the 28:th. Right now I'm in to much pain to think about skydiving but I hope it'll subside in a week or so and give me the opportunity to play...
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nessy:
*hugs*
A short update.
The doctor gave me the okay to travel and I booked my trip to California. I should have gotten on the plane tomorrow but due to my still very inflamed stomach I had to rebook the trip. If I can't even walk there's no way in hell I can travel that far. So i shortened the trip with five days and will...
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The doctor gave me the okay to travel and I booked my trip to California. I should have gotten on the plane tomorrow but due to my still very inflamed stomach I had to rebook the trip. If I can't even walk there's no way in hell I can travel that far. So i shortened the trip with five days and will...
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sunofnone:
That's great that you got the go ahead man.
My testresults will arrive sometime next month and I've been thinking about what to do while I wait. I'm thinking that skydiving in California will be the best way to recharge my body to better cope with whatever comes next. I just have to clear it with my doctor but as soon as he says it's ok then I'm on a plane heading for Lake...
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elmachi:
Hey there, I was just going through your profile and realized that my occupation is actually very similar to yours... I also dig holes and then fill them back up. :-P. So, I read some of your blogs, shit man this cancer stuff... it is just everywhere... a really good friend of mine had cancer on the bladder too, I would say same thing as you and he fully recovered, in any case well, of course it sucks, I hope you get better.
I also think this skydiving thing is uber cool... I dont know if i would ever have the cojones to do something like that... by who knows... life is always weird. Have fun in Cali.
best
u'r friendly neighbour
I also think this skydiving thing is uber cool... I dont know if i would ever have the cojones to do something like that... by who knows... life is always weird. Have fun in Cali.
best
u'r friendly neighbour
sunofnone:
Well if you have to get a petition going to get your Doc to say yes I'll be the first to sign it.
Back home again after a week at the hospital. I am totally beat both physically and mentally and should probably go straight to bed now.
sunofnone:
Cool. Hospitals suck.
chiling at the hospital room, waiting to take x-ray photos.
Riding a huge anxiety wave right now...