comaboy

Why can't things be easy?

I've had a rough couple of weeks with lots of bad thoughts and heartache. Awful memories haunting me and the present overwhelming me. My girlfriend who lives in another city is sad all the time because she can't be here for me and that also makes me feel even worse because all I want for her is to be happy. We talked on the phone today and I'm not so sure we are going to make it much further. Every time she is here it's all good but then she has to leave for another three weeks and the world turns to shit again