I got drunk and and got kissed by my X.
We had a thing a couple of years ago. Nothing serious but nice none the less and we stayed being friendsafter we stopped sleeping with eachother. Now she's got a boyfriend and they've been together for two year and they live in a town about 600km from me. He is very jealous (insanely jealous) and keeps track of her wherever she goes, calling her to make sure she's not talking to other guys and so on. Until this night he hasn't had any reason of being jealous because I know that she never has done anything to betray his trust.
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.. BUT... Tonight when we met at the party things happened. First everything was normal. I talked to her and the other, drank a lot and had a good 'ol time. Then another friend called and when my x wanted to talk to this friend she didn't just grab the phone, she put her cheek towards mine and we "shared" the phone cheek to cheek. Interesting i thought. The party went on and we sort of drifted closer by the minute. After a while we sat next to eachother, holding hands and talking about this and that. Sudenly she moved in really close and started kissing me. For a split second I thought about her boyfriend and about not messing up their allready messed up relationship.. but then I just went with it and kissed her back. We made out a couple of times during the rest of the night (hiding in empty rooms and trying to stay unnoticed) and then she jumped in a cab and went home to her parents where she's staying this weekend.
Maybe I should feel bad about doing this but I don't. She's in a bad relationship and I really do hope she brakes up with him. I don't know why she gave me that first kiss but I'm glad she did. Maybe she just needed to feel free and unatached once again or maybe it was just a "nostalgia-makeout"
It's been a rough year since me and my girlfriend split up and whatever this thing tonighttwas, it felt nice... and even though I can't speak for her at least I know I needed this.
We had a thing a couple of years ago. Nothing serious but nice none the less and we stayed being friendsafter we stopped sleeping with eachother. Now she's got a boyfriend and they've been together for two year and they live in a town about 600km from me. He is very jealous (insanely jealous) and keeps track of her wherever she goes, calling her to make sure she's not talking to other guys and so on. Until this night he hasn't had any reason of being jealous because I know that she never has done anything to betray his trust.
.
.. BUT... Tonight when we met at the party things happened. First everything was normal. I talked to her and the other, drank a lot and had a good 'ol time. Then another friend called and when my x wanted to talk to this friend she didn't just grab the phone, she put her cheek towards mine and we "shared" the phone cheek to cheek. Interesting i thought. The party went on and we sort of drifted closer by the minute. After a while we sat next to eachother, holding hands and talking about this and that. Sudenly she moved in really close and started kissing me. For a split second I thought about her boyfriend and about not messing up their allready messed up relationship.. but then I just went with it and kissed her back. We made out a couple of times during the rest of the night (hiding in empty rooms and trying to stay unnoticed) and then she jumped in a cab and went home to her parents where she's staying this weekend.
Maybe I should feel bad about doing this but I don't. She's in a bad relationship and I really do hope she brakes up with him. I don't know why she gave me that first kiss but I'm glad she did. Maybe she just needed to feel free and unatached once again or maybe it was just a "nostalgia-makeout"
It's been a rough year since me and my girlfriend split up and whatever this thing tonighttwas, it felt nice... and even though I can't speak for her at least I know I needed this.