God... my health is sucha joke
I've had this stomach problem for the past 3 days
and i've maybe had a combined hours of sleep of 4 in that time
I can't eat anything
and It even hurts to talk for some reason...
i've actually had this problem before
but I usually healed in a few hours
no idea why this is dragging itself out......
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I've had this stomach problem for the past 3 days
and i've maybe had a combined hours of sleep of 4 in that time
I can't eat anything
and It even hurts to talk for some reason...
i've actually had this problem before
but I usually healed in a few hours
no idea why this is dragging itself out......
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rawkz:
Stress can sometimes induce that. 
new year
same life
I really don't see the importance of new years...
same life
I really don't see the importance of new years...
rawkz:
agreed
pinkfoojedi:
I see it as a chance to start over again, turn over a new leaf....... Actually I see it as yet another excuse to consume a large amount of alcohol and make a complete fool out of myself! x
I hate Christmas
I wish I could sleep the next two days away
but i'm sure the world and all its infinite wisdom will keep me awake
just to see what i'll do
I wish I could sleep the next two days away
but i'm sure the world and all its infinite wisdom will keep me awake
just to see what i'll do
rawkz:
I plan to sleep xmas away! 
I hate looking for a job.
Theres never the perfect job right near where you live. It always has to be miles away.
I'd pretty much do anything to work near where I live
*sighs*
Theres never the perfect job right near where you live. It always has to be miles away.
I'd pretty much do anything to work near where I live
*sighs*
rawkz:
There is no such thing as the perfect job, period. 
I wish we lived in a world where we didn't have to work! That would make me happy.
I wish we lived in a world where we didn't have to work! That would make me happy.
maee:
Lol thanks for the comment... How are you?
So it's about noon now and I'm just starting to wake up. I spent the last few days drinking which is pretty uncharacteristic of me because I rarely get drunk. But lately... iunno... theres a change that i've just been feeling.
Anyways, after coming out of it a bit, I realized theres some stuff to do so I probably should get more focused now. I...
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Anyways, after coming out of it a bit, I realized theres some stuff to do so I probably should get more focused now. I...
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rawkz:
Well looks are usually important for first impressions if you approach someone in a bar or something. But I think if anyone didn't give you a shot because of how you look, then they are shallow and not worth your time. Generally girls will prefer personality over looks, because having a dependable and sweet guy is more important than anything else, and liking someones personality also affects how you see them. As long as you are charming and can approach well, you are all set (plus you are cute so you shouldn't worry). 
rawkz:
I think typically both women and men eventually get bored in a relationship. Humans aren't monogomous by nature and it's pretty uncommon that people stay interested for an extended period of time. Most people who stay together, stay because their relationship is dependable and comfortable. For example older people, they have been together so long, they know each other inside out.. why bother change, it's unlikely they would find a new partner after all that time. But younger people, it's a lot easier to seek out a new companion.
So it's been an odd couple weeks ( I think its been a couple weeks... )
I got the chance to talk to an old girlfriend, which is just always a horrible idea... she was going on about her new boyfriend and how happy she is and all the crap i'm sure girls say to really get to your head... or maybe she thought it...
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I got the chance to talk to an old girlfriend, which is just always a horrible idea... she was going on about her new boyfriend and how happy she is and all the crap i'm sure girls say to really get to your head... or maybe she thought it...
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rawkz:
I have almost been sucked into a few infomercials myself, usually a sign I have been watching to much tv.
Girls just do that "I am so happy with my bf" shit just to get in your head. It's pretty annoying, they know how inappropiate it is but do it anyway. No one needs someone like that in their life.
Girls just do that "I am so happy with my bf" shit just to get in your head. It's pretty annoying, they know how inappropiate it is but do it anyway. No one needs someone like that in their life.
rawkz:
Thanks!
Alright... well i'm back again... sorta
not much has happened
I left my job because it was really taxing on my body
and im not sure but I think most of the toxins there we're making me sick...
Um.. i cut my hair and decided it was time i got some glasses since i can barely see as it is
and yeah...
nothing much other...
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not much has happened
I left my job because it was really taxing on my body
and im not sure but I think most of the toxins there we're making me sick...
Um.. i cut my hair and decided it was time i got some glasses since i can barely see as it is
and yeah...
nothing much other...
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moirai:
yeah childish is quite correct.
moirai:
so it isn't really like character building then.
It's more like fucking torture.
I must have done something really horrible in a past life. Like slaughtered a ton of children. Its the only way this karma would be evening out.
It's more like fucking torture.
I must have done something really horrible in a past life. Like slaughtered a ton of children. Its the only way this karma would be evening out.
Jesus... its been awhile since i last posted here, so many things have happened... and... iunno... I guess these sorta things just fade.
But yeah... summer was weak, working is hard and i'm pretty disappointed with alot of aspect of my life but then again, whose to blame?
I'll probably update this this later on
i'm so weary right now
I just wanna sleep
But yeah... summer was weak, working is hard and i'm pretty disappointed with alot of aspect of my life but then again, whose to blame?
I'll probably update this this later on
i'm so weary right now
I just wanna sleep
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pinkfoojedi:
Hey you! Glad to know you are still alive and breathing. Mucho love xxx
ritzy:
As long as you don't fade! and you go get some sleep 
that way you can come back and grace us with your company!
that way you can come back and grace us with your company!I seriously hate phones... the last 3 people that called me just yelled at me...
But anyways... my birthday is getting closer, turning the big 2 0. Which is still pretty young i suppose but i still feel like a child. I'm actually kinda worried now because my b-days usually are bad for me so i'm kinda hoping everyone forgets and just acts like its...
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But anyways... my birthday is getting closer, turning the big 2 0. Which is still pretty young i suppose but i still feel like a child. I'm actually kinda worried now because my b-days usually are bad for me so i'm kinda hoping everyone forgets and just acts like its...
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ritzy:
My cat onyx used to be my savior, at the end of every day I'd come home and curl up on my couch with her and a book... it was my only time with some piece of sanity... Hopefully you're birthday will be a good one, even if that just means a smoothly flowing one. You should buy yourself a birthday cake Well, I hope all is well and you have a great weekend, I'm glad you liked the photos ^.^
Well, I hope all is well and you have a great weekend, I'm glad you liked the photos ^.^
rawkz:
I hope your birthday went well! My bdays are usually bad days too, whats up with that?
Animals are so much better to come home to than people. Minus the happily shedding part.
Animals are so much better to come home to than people. Minus the happily shedding part.
^_^ I've had a nice couple days. I started talking to Lanie again who i just love and adore, shes like easily the coolest girl I know. I kinda lost touch with her after I went to Europe for like 6 months... seems like I lost touch with a lot of my friends after that. =) but I'm glad I got Lanie back.
In other...
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ritzy:
I've always thought that longer hair had more personality, but that's just me ^.^ and where did you go in Europe? I went there once when I was younger and I've been waiting impatiently since to go back...
rawkz:
thanks