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I need to rejoin the gym, I am putting on a disgusting amount of weight. I am tempted to try pole dancing as well... Do I do both or just one? Or try pole dancing knowing I can always just sign up to the gym?
Also am hoping to do a shoot in the next few months.... We shall see though

See! I'm getting better again!
but yes, things are much the same as always here. Spending my days at uni, with the boyfriend or at work.
I'm also very excited for christmas as january because my boyfriend is staying with me for a few weeks to see how living together works. so yes, everyone is happy!

I GOT A NEW JOB!
AAAHH I am sooo happy.

I used to love my job. PRing for a strip club, then I was brought inside as Front of House and bar staff. Then when the club got quieter shifts got cut and I was stuck back outside in -2degree weather. From 8-1.30 on a weekend. I mean, SCREW THAT!

but the woman I just...
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Wowza, haven't been on in ages! University has just eaten up all my time. As has work.
And the new boyfriend. Have never been so happy with a guy. We met at work, and there was something there right from the start. So amazing.

I will endevour to come online more often from now.

wow, almost a month since my last post. Things have been up and down since my last post and I also have a job where I work 9pm to 2.30/3.30 am so don't have as much time as I would like.
I will endeavor to get back into this, we shall see how I do

WHOOP
I have passed all my courses and am going into 3rd year. Bring it on!
Also, my Dad has agreed to buy me a flat to live in. I adore my Father sometimes.

On another note I had my first session with a Clinical Psychologist and we have decided to go for Cognitive Analytical Therapy.

Life it GOOOOOOD

Oh my. Worst nights sleep ever?!
and I have my psychology exam today.

Somehow I've contracted Cystitis ... again... so I kept waking up through the night.
I then became feverish at about 3am and woke up at 7am absolutely frozen.


YAY FOR EXAMS!

*cries*

ahhh my word.. I have GOT to stop spending money!! I keep buying clothes and makeup... whoopsy..
I cannot find a foundation to match me to save my life, going to have to use up my MAC then go splurge on Bobbi Brown unless anyone knows one that's paler then MAC's studio fix in NC15?

so yeh, revision is FAILING... but oh well... I will...
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wow, it's been ages since my last post..
Uni has really kicked off and I have exams in 2 weeks so been revising all out trying to pass this year. Will be SO embarrased if I fail

So yeh, please chat to me and keep me entertained as my life is becoming very monotonous...

Hey!!
sorry about SUCH a long silence guys, but my life has just been MANIC.

So yeh, I went to cali for a week and a half to board and it was AMAZING. I has a job offer to teach there and I am crazy excited.
The week away really helped me clear everything, de stress and just feel better. So I come back feeling...
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Hey from California everyone!
I've been on the slopes all day for the last few days.
Been feeling good, nice to get away from everything, but I go away and my idiot flatmates break the lock on my door. *rage*

Also getting REALLY irritated by this girl who seems to stalk my boyfriend as she seems to comment or like EVERYTHING he posts then is...
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