this is how i make my days go by....
http://suicidegirls.com/members/collapse_on_me/pics/45890/2/
yummmmmy.... tastes like candy... well, not really but it's just as good.
this is how i make my days go by....
http://suicidegirls.com/members/collapse_on_me/pics/45890/2/
yummmmmy.... tastes like candy... well, not really but it's just as good.
collapse_on_me:
it's me you fucks
the world may be lost, but i've found bliss in the reverie of a fading memory. cut my writs with the point of my pen, wripped my guts with a rusty screwdriver, and set sail to fade pale swimming in a crimson sea that flows dark and cold from within me. i've killed every limb that loved you and darkness is setting in, bathed myself...
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dusty:
gone? really? i think i'm sad..........i am sad.......
but that was better johnny boy...erasing me has already restored your fucked up heart...i'm sorry.
but that was better johnny boy...erasing me has already restored your fucked up heart...i'm sorry.
fate slips -falls through the cracks, the gaps between the hours between the minutes between the seconds of where i am and where i want to be.
shuffled gaits and slower motions - motor skills reflecting emotional ills, finding it harder and harder to breathe.
seeping the sopping drench of sinking feelings and foreboding ceilings -ships careening in seething seas, i fly my kites at...
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shuffled gaits and slower motions - motor skills reflecting emotional ills, finding it harder and harder to breathe.
seeping the sopping drench of sinking feelings and foreboding ceilings -ships careening in seething seas, i fly my kites at...
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dusty:
why am i your only friend?
are you lonely?
i fear you picked up the dusty package that got made without the warning label...
i am bad news...
i make boys and girls fall in love with me and then i break their hearts...not on purpose...but because dear johnny boy, although i am on the same quest as you to find true love that will last forever, right now i am only after the rush of the new person...it is a hard and never ending journey because that rush that i so crave flees so quickly that the other person never even knew what hit them. i thought i could only wreck people in real life, but i have done it over this shit box as well. i am sorry...you were great...you still are great...sometimes i wish we could have back what we had...i've never had a boy quite like you...you and all your beauty and your bad writing now (it used to be good, what happened? you are slipping my long lost love) but you were perfect...said the perfect things...said things no one has ever told me before...and it is gone...write me again johnnyboy...tell me about my innards and the blood you wish to shed from my body for leaving you cold and bruised in the dark cold pool of your own blood.......do it johnny...give it to me...only you have ever given me the words that my heart fucking craves for...that i am searching for...be him again johnny...
are you lonely?
i fear you picked up the dusty package that got made without the warning label...
i am bad news...
i make boys and girls fall in love with me and then i break their hearts...not on purpose...but because dear johnny boy, although i am on the same quest as you to find true love that will last forever, right now i am only after the rush of the new person...it is a hard and never ending journey because that rush that i so crave flees so quickly that the other person never even knew what hit them. i thought i could only wreck people in real life, but i have done it over this shit box as well. i am sorry...you were great...you still are great...sometimes i wish we could have back what we had...i've never had a boy quite like you...you and all your beauty and your bad writing now (it used to be good, what happened? you are slipping my long lost love) but you were perfect...said the perfect things...said things no one has ever told me before...and it is gone...write me again johnnyboy...tell me about my innards and the blood you wish to shed from my body for leaving you cold and bruised in the dark cold pool of your own blood.......do it johnny...give it to me...only you have ever given me the words that my heart fucking craves for...that i am searching for...be him again johnny...
Proposal Essay Outline
Instructor McCloughan
31MAR05
Environmental Propaganda Agency
A. Smoking bans should be repealed from places of business where smoking is not allowed.
B. Many smoking bans were enacted on the basis of a report put out by the EPA (Environmental Protection Agency) in 1993 which stated that roughly 3,000 lung cancer deaths occur a year among non-smokers, and attributed those deaths to second...
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Instructor McCloughan
31MAR05
Environmental Propaganda Agency
A. Smoking bans should be repealed from places of business where smoking is not allowed.
B. Many smoking bans were enacted on the basis of a report put out by the EPA (Environmental Protection Agency) in 1993 which stated that roughly 3,000 lung cancer deaths occur a year among non-smokers, and attributed those deaths to second...
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looking back at my previous journals..... i realize that i wrote almost everyone of them for you. some of them are pretty good... mostly the earlier ones, but now my inspiration has left me and i feel hollow once more... i don't know why you're scared to do what you feel -but fear is the mind killer as maud dib would say, we all kill...
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it's a blank white box, i'm going to fill it up again i'm going to mess it up again... scribble it down and mark it up black, stab it -pick at it, spilling my thoughts as wine -break that fucking glass, let the tiny shards pass into my bloodstream -their clogging up my works, you're creating the murk that floats down my stream -and there...
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kungfuvoodoo:
So, you wana join the guild?
(Generic greeting everyone gets)
Sign in the welcome
This is a feedback-oriented group, comment, critique and contribute!
Make ready your contributions and comments, and as astronauts in to the unknown, come what may and what not.
Welcome, feel free to butcher, rewrite, or complement your fellow writers work, as this is a get into it group, the main reason for it being private. We are all pros, can take it, and invite the commentary to improve or sharpen perceptions. Although we are definitely not here to attack the individual, the intent is to provide support to the truth seekers.
Infringing upon copyright is expressly discouraged; please respect the hard work of your fellow artists. We hope to inspire, contribute and know our rights are protected, as this is the primary reason this is a private group. No work is to leave the group without the express consent of the author. You will be removed from the group and face legal ramifications. We are here to be real.
All writing styles, subjects, and interests are as different as the individual and after we get going we may choose to require a submission to enter.
With that said.
Welcome aboard and feel free to contribute, comment, and contact me anytime.
-SSilver
Welcome
So, you wana join the guild?
(Generic greeting everyone gets)
Sign in the welcome
This is a feedback-oriented group, comment, critique and contribute!
Make ready your contributions and comments, and as astronauts in to the unknown, come what may and what not.
Welcome, feel free to butcher, rewrite, or complement your fellow writers work, as this is a get into it group, the main reason for it being private. We are all pros, can take it, and invite the commentary to improve or sharpen perceptions. Although we are definitely not here to attack the individual, the intent is to provide support to the truth seekers.
Infringing upon copyright is expressly discouraged; please respect the hard work of your fellow artists. We hope to inspire, contribute and know our rights are protected, as this is the primary reason this is a private group. No work is to leave the group without the express consent of the author. You will be removed from the group and face legal ramifications. We are here to be real.
All writing styles, subjects, and interests are as different as the individual and after we get going we may choose to require a submission to enter.
With that said.
Welcome aboard and feel free to contribute, comment, and contact me anytime.
-SSilver
Welcome
i'd sing you a song, but it would be out of key and i never said i could carry a tune for you it's just not me... so i'll write you something i thought up today while i was wasting my day away and sitting on my cold floor feeling the bitter ice blowing in under the door, i've been burned colder than this left...
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veins pumping ash and lungs circulating rust, it's hard to live when your hearts turned to dust. s.y.l.l.a.b.l.e.s. don't mean shit anymore wrip open my wounds and watch them bleed -running down my palm and dripping off the tips of my fingers kill the seed. play that sad sad song full of the sorrow that you loved me for, cut my loins with a butcher...
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if it would have been a girl i wonder what she would have been like in eight years.... what color would her hair would have been and would she smile when i pushed her around on the merry-go-round and call me daddy... if it would have been a boy would he be as free as the wind, could we fly kites and fish and how...
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anna:
darling.... i just stumbled upon your journal.
my ex-boyfriend went through this about 4 years before we were together. he is still dealing with it; i have stayed up nites holding him and crying with him - its something that doesnt go away.
she did what she thought she was going to be able to deal with - i wont get into my personal views on abortion, and i wont say she was right or wrong.
but this isnt something that we as human beings are meant to deal with.... especially those as young as us. you have the right to mourn and you have the right to be angry and you have the right to cry your eyes out.
i want to be able to tell you something to make it go away but i cant. and im being honest, because i always am - you will carry this around for the rest of your life.
there is a time to mourn, and then, as stupid as it sounds, you will find strength in the people you love, the people who care about you.
if you dont feel like you have that in your life, please talk to me.... ive watched someone i love go through this, and i dont think he could have done it without someone to talk to.
my ex-boyfriend went through this about 4 years before we were together. he is still dealing with it; i have stayed up nites holding him and crying with him - its something that doesnt go away.
she did what she thought she was going to be able to deal with - i wont get into my personal views on abortion, and i wont say she was right or wrong.
but this isnt something that we as human beings are meant to deal with.... especially those as young as us. you have the right to mourn and you have the right to be angry and you have the right to cry your eyes out.
i want to be able to tell you something to make it go away but i cant. and im being honest, because i always am - you will carry this around for the rest of your life.
there is a time to mourn, and then, as stupid as it sounds, you will find strength in the people you love, the people who care about you.
if you dont feel like you have that in your life, please talk to me.... ive watched someone i love go through this, and i dont think he could have done it without someone to talk to.
i saw the sun today..... my eyes were closed.
you rustle the leaves in my mind when all i want to do is just let them sink in the mud.... it's raining all the time in here -the clouds never clear, and every surface i touch is cold. it's sticking to my bones, but you suck the marrow right out of me. and i can't breathe without saying -i wish you were staying, like...
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