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ooooooooh-kay
Here goes

I feel like I am going to explde!
I feel so excited my head really hurts...
sO I went to this seminar today for the Magazine Assosciation of Georgia and the speaker was David Carson...what's in a name, right?
he starts spekaing and I am dying! It was like going to see Charles Anderson... a couple of weeks ago..weak kneed I get from his design...He is the one who started Raygun magazine and did all the design for it, he did Surfing Magazine and Thrasher skateboard mag, he designs for Emporio ARmani and did the global branding for Microsoft, talk about a wide spectrum of work! Not to mentio eight million other pojects...We watched slide of his work and talked for three hours and I could not fucking believe I get paid to sit here and listen to this insanely talented man...Took my breath away. God I love my job. God i am lucky. God I love to hear about people who still love this business after 30 years of working in it...So many get burnt out....God! oh..oh...God! It's good. And he is opening an office in Charleston and needs an assistant...He says this to a roomfull of people who are hanging on his every word...What if I...God!

So I go home and I am foaming at the mouth with inspiration, I look through some of my "art" books, reread sections of "The art of celebration" Look at phot and art crap of mine, listen to The Repo Man soundtrack, Crash my computer about 9 times, listen to the G'N'R Lies soundtrack , crash some more, reread old emails and cream my panties (if I wore some) with joy at just thinking about all of this...God...it is like a super high...I can't stop grinding my teeth and my head hurts and I was all in a tizzy when I came home...my boy thinks it is overexcitement...He gave me some wine and tried to calm me, but it wont work!

Of course now I am tiring...I wore myself out with joy, poor thing
definitely a rarity

Here's something from an old email circa '95

incomprehensible

you can't understand

it was a blissful mind I sought
it was thought that i embraced
contained in a beautiful body
flawless sensuality
flawless mentality
perfection

you know
you should know
you have to know
that i am not easily drawn into
emotions of any sort
physicality can not lead me
to culminating pleasures
i am normally immune to the
mind inside the body i caress
this time i was open

i fucked thought

a bit dramatic, but still very much true