"now i know, what i'm without"
just wondering if other people are also guilty of, seeing great characteristics in people, that are not really there? it seems i do this often. i think someone is really cool or what ever, and think the world of them. then i always get let down. why? am i crazy? it's like, i put people and relationships on this pedestal. then they fall off!!! or maybe, they throw themselves off... what ever. it would just be a lot easier if, i didn't care and i didn't have a heart. good news though. my heart is turning black...
makes me just want to scream WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just wondering if other people are also guilty of, seeing great characteristics in people, that are not really there? it seems i do this often. i think someone is really cool or what ever, and think the world of them. then i always get let down. why? am i crazy? it's like, i put people and relationships on this pedestal. then they fall off!!! or maybe, they throw themselves off... what ever. it would just be a lot easier if, i didn't care and i didn't have a heart. good news though. my heart is turning black...


makes me just want to scream WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


rabbiofrock:
saw about q & c today on an industry website, but i have no details.. i called quinn earlier today, but he hasnt gotten back to me yet. im gonna call again tomorrow (which means i probably wont get him until at least friday.. ill let you know when i hear something...