"now i know, what i'm without"
just wondering if other people are also guilty of, seeing great characteristics in people, that are not really there? it seems i do this often. i think someone is really cool or what ever, and think the world of them. then i always get let down. why? am i crazy? it's like, i put people and relationships on this...
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just wondering if other people are also guilty of, seeing great characteristics in people, that are not really there? it seems i do this often. i think someone is really cool or what ever, and think the world of them. then i always get let down. why? am i crazy? it's like, i put people and relationships on this...
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rabbiofrock:
saw about q & c today on an industry website, but i have no details.. i called quinn earlier today, but he hasnt gotten back to me yet. im gonna call again tomorrow (which means i probably wont get him until at least friday.. ill let you know when i hear something...
do you know what is really annoying?!? when people change your profile comments, because they think they are being funny! Not Funny!!!! Annoying!!!! 
so, on a happy note, i actually did some work. i emailed my info to a wedding photographer who i've talked to. he needs an assistant shooter for a wedding in october. he actually did my cousin's wedding and i love his...
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so, on a happy note, i actually did some work. i emailed my info to a wedding photographer who i've talked to. he needs an assistant shooter for a wedding in october. he actually did my cousin's wedding and i love his...
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rabbiofrock:
good luck!!!! 
i miss my friends from school. i think i'm going to see when i can go to rhode island to see a friend. it would be good for me to get out of this town and clear my head a bit, even if it's just for a night or two.
i was supposed to go out with cheryl lastnight, but i didn't feel like it....
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i was supposed to go out with cheryl lastnight, but i didn't feel like it....
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rabbiofrock:
i have been a firm believer in the hermit life for about a year now... its not all that bad, to tell you the truth, but i definately suggest getting out of town once and a while or you will go shithouse crazy (i learned THAT the hard way...).
(of course, i get all the excitement that i can handle at work, and by the time i get home, i want NO PART of the outside world at all.. i get really disenchanted with people after dealing with listeners all morning, etc.. as ozone used to say on waaf, "the masses are asses!")
hope that things start looking up for you soon! im sending you good vibes!!
(of course, i get all the excitement that i can handle at work, and by the time i get home, i want NO PART of the outside world at all.. i get really disenchanted with people after dealing with listeners all morning, etc.. as ozone used to say on waaf, "the masses are asses!")
hope that things start looking up for you soon! im sending you good vibes!!
mr_ruckus:
See,I wanna but don't want to come off as a stalker or something.We met from here and have dropped notes in each others journals for quite some time now.It was great meeting her and talking and yeah,I'm a pussy cause I don't want to scare her off.
i am so annoyed with people. some a lot more, than others!
what the fuck is wrong with guys?!?
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rabbiofrock:
were inherently flawed beasts...
coldfreak:
it's a shame!!! 
yay, i got a job tonight. it's homecare but i think it will be ok. it's kind of weird how it happened. it's a long story, so i won't get into it. it seems like it happened for a reason though. anyway, when i was leaving tonight the mother who hired me, gave me a hug and thanked me. it nice to be appreciated, which...
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well, what to say?!?
i am staying positive, all though i am being tested. mind over matter, i guess. my children are happy and healthy and that is the most i could ever ask for!
it occured to me today, that i have a really bad work history and that sucks. i had to lie a little on my work references today.the job i just...
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i am staying positive, all though i am being tested. mind over matter, i guess. my children are happy and healthy and that is the most i could ever ask for!
it occured to me today, that i have a really bad work history and that sucks. i had to lie a little on my work references today.the job i just...
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rabbiofrock:
sorry that things are so tough right now... 
i hope that it will all pass sooner rather than later.. just keep your head up and good things will come your way!
sending you good thoughts...
i hope that it will all pass sooner rather than later.. just keep your head up and good things will come your way!
sending you good thoughts...
did i ever mention i got fired. life goes on. i have 2 interviews tomorrow, so we'll see. despite everything going on, i'm feeling better.
spent the afternoon with a good friend. it was so good for me. i got to talk to someone who understands me. she knows my good qualities and my bad, and loves me anyways. it's nice to talk to someone...
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spent the afternoon with a good friend. it was so good for me. i got to talk to someone who understands me. she knows my good qualities and my bad, and loves me anyways. it's nice to talk to someone...
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genericname:
: ) indeed, all my friends are far away as hell though.. well the real ones anyway heh
remind me, not to get out of bed anymore!!!!
by the way, i will be fine!!!
by the way, i will be fine!!!
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rabbiofrock:
getting out of bed can be hazardous to your health... as your doctor i advise you to set up shop in your bed and not stray far from it... 
i hope you feel better soon
i just looked at your website for the first time.. you take really great pictures!! if anyone i know back home is in need, i will send them your way!!
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i hope you feel better soon
i just looked at your website for the first time.. you take really great pictures!! if anyone i know back home is in need, i will send them your way!!
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rabbiofrock:
no prob
so, i am so over it!!!
so yesterday was cool. i hung out backstage with aaron lewis from stained. we just acted like we belonged there, helped ourselves to free beer, and hung out. he was really cool. he had me in tears a couple times.
i got photos of aaron, that the hired photographer didn't get. how sweet... the two dj's said they would...
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so yesterday was cool. i hung out backstage with aaron lewis from stained. we just acted like we belonged there, helped ourselves to free beer, and hung out. he was really cool. he had me in tears a couple times.
i got photos of aaron, that the hired photographer didn't get. how sweet... the two dj's said they would...
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rabbiofrock:
sounds like you had a good weekend!!
i didnt get to the Q&C thing on saturday, but saw most of the old lazer gang later that night at a pary for our old boss.. haze and quinn wernt there, which was abummer because i love those guys to death.. quinn is like a brother to me....
glad that you had fun! are your pics going up on the lazer site?
i didnt get to the Q&C thing on saturday, but saw most of the old lazer gang later that night at a pary for our old boss.. haze and quinn wernt there, which was abummer because i love those guys to death.. quinn is like a brother to me....
glad that you had fun! are your pics going up on the lazer site?
coldfreak:
me
still lonely.....
wishing a friend would call...
wishing a friend would call...
genericname:
yo yo lady, just ask for my number and we wil be all friendly and shit.