coinoperated

what the fuck is one supposed to blog about here? i guess we talk about life and what ever right? well lets see, just got home from my son's christmas musical...kindergardeners are so much fun to watch. wonderful but terrible at the same time. had to laught though. i was sitting in front of my soon to be ex wife and was texting Mavenist (who is the most wonderful girl in the world and i can't wait to be living with her). it was kinda weird talking to someone that you are in love with while your right there with someone you used to be married to. idk i was amused. btw i am hyped up on starbucks right now so i will be rambling a bit with this banter. how does one know they are with the right person? i guess you really don't do you? you just find someone that you love so much and can't imagine being with anyone else and you decide that its worth taking the chance, its like stepping off a ledge and hoping she is there to catch you. with Maven i know she will catch me. such an amazing person. i can't think of anything more i want than to be that old couple walking the mall holding hands when i am 80 and she is 70. lol

i love you maven and to anyone else that read this, please stop laughing at me now for being a hopeless romantic ;-]