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haha, I got the job.

i am so full of everything right now.
as it turns out i think ive pretty much got the job.
it all pretty much rests on marcus my old boss, which sounded really cool with me using him as a reference.
then you gotta give to take.
Id be flying down the 3rd or 4th and flying back the 8th, which means I would catch...
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so i am the number one candidate for the room service position at the st frances drake hotel.
I get to find out on tuesday.
tuesday, is sooooo far away.
so until tuesday i feel just a little umm useless.
and If i do get the job I have to ask to start after the 8th so i can go see a little girl that...
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Fuck! this is the most frustrating job hunt ever.
everything seems so useless, I am depressed.
I'm alone, unhappy, pissed off and venting.
I NEED A FUCKING JOB I AM NOT USELESS I CAN LEARN HOW TO DO EVERYTHING I AM VERY COMPETENT.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE.
yesterday i applied at 10 places that were hiring, the day before 5 im...
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i forgot how much I love the shins, my god I want to listen to them a thousand times before i get old.

I love the sound of jack hammers outside my window.
it reminds me of headaches.
and they say dentist have the highest suicide rate.
because nobody likes them.
nobody likes jack hammer people.
i dont like urban outfitters.
concrete huh, lets build something strong enough to weather the weather.
something so strong if we change our minds we have to loudly force metal into it...
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I wonder about myself when I could write a hundred of these in one night

un-finished
un-finish me, and I swear darling
i know I can't call you lover
so i think ill just settle for lovely
there's a litter you left behind
there a bitter moments when
I bite my lip and wish that you were mine
and cliche doesn't say it
but i...
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I dont really know right now, I built so much in my last six months in OC and now I'm in san francisco alone, playing the game that lead me to leaving OC a year ago. I guess thats just starting over.
theres no way of getting into sgsf because I think the owner thinks hes really hot shit or something clicky.
not like LA...
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well, I'm here, in my new room, in my new city, theres no jet lag in losing loves like time zones.

is this love?
the day before I leave.
dropped like everything.
I find myself forgetting everything before this
every her, every thing
i know when i close my eyes she will follow me.
and ill miss her, something you cant explain.
something so personnal it doesnt even matter what I say.
love, like, really just life.
I life you.
you remind me of the greater...
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