coffeewhiskey

I'm so bored with everything right now, i know its just a phase but its a re-occuring phase none the less. I just cant wait till i move north or till i turn 21, i just cant wait till change. Nothing seems to fit in place its like ive fallen into a twilight zone where there are millions of girls but none of them suit me.so i just go to sleep, wake up, work, workout, eat, go to sleep. its a common life. I keep on getting in these moods where i can see everything getting better and wonder to myself how i could of doubted it wouldnt, but they never last long enough. tonight i'm supposed to hang out with people that are better then nothing, god damn thats depressing, "do you love me" "well darling you are certainly better then nothing." Life is starting to become just slightly better then nothing(death).