coffeewhiskey

so im cutting down, which means ill have a lot of down time.
but all my friends, its all they talk about, its all they do.
that are not cutting down.
i have a mean tolerance and its just costing too much.
i want to go to an art museum, i want to go to a good one.

they should have a museum with great literary passages on the wall.
pre-selected.
maybe more in depth later.

i want to go to the getty but its too far away
i want to go to san francisco, but its too far away,
i want to work to make money to go to these places but, i dont have enough hours.

i may very well be complaining but its ok because nobody is listening.
last time i talked to a wall, it cried so hard the paint began to peel.
but i know why they say "its like talking to a wall"
i guess this is my wall.
im cutting down, but there is no where else to go but crazy.
borders, read-check
tower, read and view-check
starbucks, coffee-check
homework and class-check
eat-check
sit ups-check
clean room-check
throw darts- check
sleep in a park-check

lonely+bored+no drugs= absolutley nothing

i need new friends.