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so when i found out i was pissed off I immediately tied my thoughts to the way the characters in my favorite movies acted when they found themselves in these situations and they drank and they found happy endings, I am drinking, though I know I will not be finding any happy endings. Everywhere straws are breaking camels backs, half those camels get up...
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my socks keep falling down, but I'm not old enough to wear those sock ankle holders, neither am I newscaster enough, dan rather, I would rather not. I would like to walk down to the piers and bark at the seals, in nine jackets with my breath belching clearly in front of me, but it is raining. If the park wasn't so muggy (muggy like...
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Peer out into the sea.

"The romance in piers," she told me, "it's like walking on water."

"Did you want to race?" I ask.

"I'm wearing sandals..." She says.

"I'm wearing boots..." I said.

"I don't even know you" She says.

"I run like a liar" I said.

"Hows that?" She asks.

"Real fast and in the wrong direction." I say.

"So I have a...
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lost keys

the girl with keys around her neck
walks with locked up hips
and high tension cigarettes
bruised with lipstick
big keys heavy like gavels
sway with loose shoulders
in empty building endings
its never what they unlock
they are dull and blunt
sharp and useless
but the weight around her neck
the possibility of authority she gets
reminds us all it is never...
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I have to remind myself I lasted a long time alone, that it was worth it, that fighting with the lampshade for light is worth it, I have to remind myself to go to sleep because i have work in seven hours. I have to remind myself that there is hope, that I can blame the keyboard on bad spelling and that that little line...
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i havent gone to bed with the spins in so long... turned down sleeping with a 30 year old woman, and I am intoxicated enough, I mean she was good looking but just 30, whats left when the right girl is gone, wrong is so easy and right is so gone.
whats left.

AHH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
nope that doesnt convey it at all.
that doesnt even look right.
They sure play a lot of liquor commercials during the holidays.

I had another dream about her last night, but I never saw her, she was behind me with her arms wrapped around me and then she kissed the back of my neck, I told her she was the softest amy in the world and she told me she wanted to take a shower with me, I asked her if she was sure, then she said...
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I ran home in the rain to miss my train by 30 seconds, had to wait twenty more for the next one sopping wet at 1:00 in the morning and now i'm eating macaroni that tastes like pastey noodles.
Got a new job as a server so I'm working two jobs for the next two weeks which translates into no days off at all what...
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I could go for some sex, anybody else, maybe some cheesecake, sex and cheesecake.
Wood burning fire, big blankets sex, oh and cheesecake.
i should make more friends on this site, try to make it to pops.
stuff stuff stuff.

so, I'm doing this thing where the less money I have the more I spend, its like i punish my checking account for being so low by stealing from it, as if to say, you do not deserve this.
In other news that correllates with the whole being broke thing, after extended research and a semi botched morning of casual sex it has come to...
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so i work at starbucks, I mean I never saw myself there before but hell its really not too bad, besides I can't get enough change, change is yummy, you forget who you were and carry what gets you through new obstacles and the like, the stronger parts survive, putting the old lazy quiet sad sean to his death.