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I'm resigning myself to her, I have figured some boys aren't meant to get over some girls, some stories are too beautiful to ever die, some tragedies sit in books for centuries being read and read and just wait to be put to rest and we are just another tragedy, waiting to be put down. So i'll listen to stars and meet girls that will...
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cheeseeye:
the prologue is better than the poem. i like the commas...
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she left behind an old bottle of wine
it tastes like pussy and roses and poems
I hung it on the wall like a painting, like a trophy
and its remains spill a warm stain on the carpet below
where I laid mouth open and eyes closed
letting the drops kiss my lips, blindfolded
and when I wake up, choking up the reds
its hard...
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mmmmm, sad writings, maybe I was serious when i asked that girl to marry me.

You were the watercolors
your brush stroke eye lashes would paint,
on old cheek easels
with enough blush to saturate sunsets on first dates.
In an old white car,
with hazard lights that wince every other second in pain,
what long terrible gasps heard the stereo that day,
on the...
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Inamorata

Inamoratas vows leave her mouth as soon as she opens her eyes,
her favorite verse is a toss up between her lies and as loud as she can yell.
Inamorata will you take this man, with all his flaws, or does the feeling still die?
Oh catch the bouquet, douse those doubts, burn the bride and be a women tonight.
In sickness and in...
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cheeseeye:
hmm...your writing makes me want to read some salinger, have a quick drink, and yell something very loudly.
cheeseeye:
agreed on earthquake/dream scenario.
agreed on Franny, although I think I will always be in love with Seymour just because of bananafish...
woot.
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I'm not drinking till friday, which is weird, maybe its only because I'm bored or sometimes my anxiety wakes me in the middle of the night and convinces me I'm an alcoholic, funny though this is the same anxiety that has convinced me I am about to die in an earthquake, tsunami, heart attack or my father is dead or there are lethal gasses leaking...
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I was pushing for a pilots license, chasing ill hobbies. Ended up flying kites in the park, the things we do when we're children to imitate our dreams, land a spaceship in a sandbox, because the moon is one big sandbox. Be an astronaut, if nothing else then to keep the suit in your closet, have a girl come over, the astronaut suit in that...
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I've taken up Sean and Jason's accreditation to my facial hair and refused to shave, how long these apathetic attempts to change will last is truly hard to say. Though the kitchen staff at my work did indeed embellish an approving laugh at my thick stubble in three to five languages I continue to try to understand, those working dogs know the seeds of a...
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Him: "Would you like to join our Borders rewards club?"
Me: "No, I don't come in here very often"
Him: "Sir, you said that last week when you Purchased 'There Will Be Blood'"
Me: "Yeah, I know, but after this..."
Him: "Are you sure, because last week..."
Me "I know about last week, could I just get my copy of Juno"
Him "It saves 15%...
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so I'm twenty two and a week and a couple days.
First thing I wrote being twenty two

Corner Stores

in the desk drawer, of the smallest armoire
at the corner store, where the nails and needles are kept
every earthquake is felt and every aftershock shook
the hinges were old and the oak would give
on october twenty ninth, two thousand four
the needles...
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I need someone to kick my ass into gear or i need to kick my ass into gear. I feel as if I am wasting away and I am so tired of blaming this break up on everything. just keep saying as soon as I get over her i won't drink so much and I'll read more and I'll work out more and just be...
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emma_treasure:
In case it helps (which it most likely won't) i know exactly how you feel, it's shit! It does fade tho... eventually.
anyway, hope you have an ace time at the pillow fight today, wish i could be there, i got a whole 8 weeks to wait til i get to San Francisco!!! frown
I'm sure it'll come round soon enough tho!!!! biggrin
Em x
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oh and heres some late night unhappys


"some seismographs"

the second verse is deafening
she said this is the last you will hear from me
the epicenter is five heart beats away
the aftershock shakes my lips
and when i point the blame it echos
from my quivering fingertips
in two minutes time, we will fall apart
we burnt five hundred calories breaking up
I...
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luckily nobody reads this so I can go off, fuck I've been depressed lately, I think a lot of it has to do with living with a cutesy happy couple and having to deal with the fact i used to be that happy and used to make somebody that happy. Then I have to deal with everyone I'm not interested in coming on to me...
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