Jesus fucking christ. I feel so violated. I think I might be in shock or something.
I forgot to lock my front door last night and woke up by someone laying down next to me and starting to stroke my back. It was so fucking horrible. For a second all I saw were the dark features of some guy, in my bed while I am a home alone. I was so convinced I was going to be raped, andrenaline was pumping and I was about to start fighting when I recognize him.
It was a guy I've had sex with months ago and haven't talked to since Christmas. He was in my neighbourhood drinking with his brother and had decided to pay me a night time visit. What are the fucking chances of that happening?
So the jackass finds my door unlocked and walks in like it's the most natural thing in the world and then lays down in my bed like he has every right to do so?!
I have never felt this violated. Never. And though nothing happened and I kicked him out, it still feels like I've been raped.
I also know he would never have forced himself on me, but he walked straight in, managed to scare the living daylights out of me and then asked to touch my cunt!
He actually thought he would get laid. I had to physically get out of bed to make him leave.
what the fuck is wrong with men? I have never been this scared or terrified in my entire life as I was in that moment when I woke up and realized I wasn't alone.
And remember my sister who didn't file a report against that guy that tried to rape her? Now I'm battling the same thing. And that's only because I feel bad for doing it against a guy I know, cause I know he is harmless and didn't think over what he did and his kids etc etc..
I forgot to lock my front door last night and woke up by someone laying down next to me and starting to stroke my back. It was so fucking horrible. For a second all I saw were the dark features of some guy, in my bed while I am a home alone. I was so convinced I was going to be raped, andrenaline was pumping and I was about to start fighting when I recognize him.
It was a guy I've had sex with months ago and haven't talked to since Christmas. He was in my neighbourhood drinking with his brother and had decided to pay me a night time visit. What are the fucking chances of that happening?
So the jackass finds my door unlocked and walks in like it's the most natural thing in the world and then lays down in my bed like he has every right to do so?!
I have never felt this violated. Never. And though nothing happened and I kicked him out, it still feels like I've been raped.
I also know he would never have forced himself on me, but he walked straight in, managed to scare the living daylights out of me and then asked to touch my cunt!
He actually thought he would get laid. I had to physically get out of bed to make him leave.
what the fuck is wrong with men? I have never been this scared or terrified in my entire life as I was in that moment when I woke up and realized I wasn't alone.
And remember my sister who didn't file a report against that guy that tried to rape her? Now I'm battling the same thing. And that's only because I feel bad for doing it against a guy I know, cause I know he is harmless and didn't think over what he did and his kids etc etc..
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i had this whole thing written out but... exactly what he said ^^^