Of my followers, I would like to ask a favor. Would anyone like to help me out with something? I've been challenged to take up a hobby that I had before my wife that I had given up for our relationship.
Well it just so happens photography was the biggest that I had to give up. So I'm trying to rebuild my portfolio. So if...
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So had a interesting conversation at therapy yesterday. I'm to reflect on finding my personal worth and what it takes to keep me around. It's proving to be much harder than I thought. How do I myself set that value?
I'm supposed to look at dating as a negotiating table. What am I going offer the other person and what do they offer me. But...
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So work was well it was Monday. Had a meeting of the minds and finally the higher minds ie the engineers realize that the CAD are not their slaves that can always work all nighters nor 80 a week. Hell I'm tired of the 40 hour weekends. Don't get me wrong I love this gaming rig that I build with all the OT. But holy...
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Have you ever found yourself has a character in a book?...
To Ernest Cline if I ever could meet you. You know so much about me.
I started reading Ready Player One. It been on my list for sometime. I feel as though Ernest Cline knows me more than anyone in this world. One of the key characters in this read is James Halliday. I...
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I know this is going to sound negative, but honestly I really do believe that my clock has ran out. My game of love is over. Finding anyone that would want me and what I have to offer is over I'm afraid. I know I'm not attractive. But surely there's a trait or something about me that someone could love. I'm starting to believe it...
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So in my brilliant attempt at being more confident, I've managed to mess up a lot lately.
First, I told the girl that I have crush on that I had a crush on her. I was pretty sure she had one for me. I was wrong apparently. So now working with is a little awkward. How us should taken the, "hey would should go out...
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Have you ever fall in love with someone that is exactly the safest choice? I don't mean like they're going to hurt you. I work with someone that I've kind of grown a strong liking of. The problem is I work with her. But bigger of a problem I also work with her mom. So it's a bit of stress to me to wonder if...
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So I have officially pulled a camping trip at work. After going in on fabulous Monday morning at 6:30am. I was there until noon today. I may not have a job after this weekend but hey, at least it will be memorable.
No I kind of sent my boss an email and told him how screwed up his and everyone's work ethic was. I mean...
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Okay if anyone reads this I have a question for ya. I've been doing photography a good chuck of my life. I'm kinda going through a change in my life. I'm separated from my wife and I'm looking towards something I love doing to occupy my mind and emotions. So I'm trying to get active again in my photography again. I still have my Canon...
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Well this summer is going to be my first summer without the wife. We separated last fall. But since meeting her in 2010 I had made choices to give up photography and dedicate my life to her.
I'm beginning to mend myself and move forward. I always found photography as a way to have fun and a great way to meet and make friends. I'm...
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