codenamennnerd

So lately I've been kind of withdrawn from everything. Play a lot of video games and watching way too much emotionally romantic movies on Amazon Prime. I need to get out so badly. I've been neglecting my camera for months now. It's spring almost summer now. Why the hell can I not find the motivation and models that would just like to have some fun and allow each other to build portfolios together? Why the hell do I like so much motivation? I need to find a muse. Can anyone help me? So many questions, so little drive. Well more Monster and Grey Goose isn't helping....