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My thoughts lately have become quite negative. I’ve given up on finding happiness. As I get older I’ve come to except that I don’t deserve happiness anymore. I have lost faith in pursuit of happiness. I just want those around me to feel relieved that I will not disappoint them anymore. I figure that if I stop trying to make myself happy, everyone will be...
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Though inspired to pick up the camera and shoot, living in the most stale and boring area of Ohio outside of Dayton, anyone got any photo challenges going on right now?

So lately I've been kind of withdrawn from everything. Play a lot of video games and watching way too much emotionally romantic movies on Amazon Prime. I need to get out so badly. I've been neglecting my camera for months now. It's spring almost summer now. Why the hell can I not find the motivation and models that would just like to have some fun...
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I've had some clarity in my life just now. I started reading this book, the life-changing magic of tidying up. I know it's about cleaning and organizing your life, but it made me think.

The first chapter, Why can't I keep my house in order? The answer the book goes on to talk about is that you may not have learned how. As I was...
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So hopefully everyone is done fight at the stores and is enjoy the holiday now. We've had shootings at the mall people hit by cars. All kinds of crazies. Please be safe and be thankful for the ones you love and have in your lives.

I want to say that this has been a great and wonderful year on SG. So many lovelies and I'm...
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I've been craving a lot of photography lately. Hoping to maybe show off my work and my new website which I'm still working on. But if anyone happens to be in Ohio and would totally make some beautiful work. Let's make it happen.

http://www.thomasewry.com/

If you want to see the password protected stuff on my site email and I'll give ya the password.

thomasewry@outlook.com

I've never been diagnosed with any format of attention deficit. But I'm always scattered brain and never seem to have much focus on one thing at a time. Does anyone out there suffer from scatter brain besides me?

If so how do you manage things. Do you make a list of to do things? I'm know I can't be the only one. I'm just looking...
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So yesterday was an adventure of new experience. Some may know that I'm slowly getting back into my photography. So I've broken my lovely new Nikon D7100 in on a great time with some new friends. Got to attend a meetup yesterday with a model named Story. I was just hanging around in the background all day, since I'm the new guy in the group....
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