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I've never been diagnosed with any format of attention deficit. But I'm always scattered brain and never seem to have much focus on one thing at a time. Does anyone out there suffer from scatter brain besides me?

If so how do you manage things. Do you make a list of to do things? I'm know I can't be the only one. I'm just looking...
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So yesterday was an adventure of new experience. Some may know that I'm slowly getting back into my photography. So I've broken my lovely new Nikon D7100 in on a great time with some new friends. Got to attend a meetup yesterday with a model named Story. I was just hanging around in the background all day, since I'm the new guy in the group....
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Of my followers, I would like to ask a favor. Would anyone like to help me out with something? I've been challenged to take up a hobby that I had before my wife that I had given up for our relationship.

Well it just so happens photography was the biggest that I had to give up. So I'm trying to rebuild my portfolio. So if...
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So had a interesting conversation at therapy yesterday. I'm to reflect on finding my personal worth and what it takes to keep me around. It's proving to be much harder than I thought. How do I myself set that value?

I'm supposed to look at dating as a negotiating table. What am I going offer the other person and what do they offer me. But...
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So work was well it was Monday. Had a meeting of the minds and finally the higher minds ie the engineers realize that the CAD are not their slaves that can always work all nighters nor 80 a week. Hell I'm tired of the 40 hour weekends. Don't get me wrong I love this gaming rig that I build with all the OT. But holy...
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Have you ever found yourself has a character in a book?...

To Ernest Cline if I ever could meet you. You know so much about me.

I started reading Ready Player One. It been on my list for sometime. I feel as though Ernest Cline knows me more than anyone in this world. One of the key characters in this read is James Halliday. I...
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I know this is going to sound negative, but honestly I really do believe that my clock has ran out. My game of love is over. Finding anyone that would want me and what I have to offer is over I'm afraid. I know I'm not attractive. But surely there's a trait or something about me that someone could love. I'm starting to believe it...
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