Stats on looks from strangers whist being fat in a monokini in public:
85% dirty looks from thin girls in bikinis as if I were 'on their territory' or some shit. You don't like it? Bite me.
15% shy, secret smiles from girls who aren't yet teenagers but dressed in pastel, floral swim skirts from Mervyns- there is hope for you yet, sisters. You are beautiful.
35% confused looks from women who are plus size but much thinner than me who are wearing swim shirts and shorts, in 112degree heat. You, yes you! Could be comfortable too. Life is too short to be covering up to make strangers feel comfortable.
80% too much chest staring from men and audible 'mira! mira mami' from groups of guys who assume no intonces on my part.
100% spectacle but I don't care
100% comfortable with myself.