Peace.
I feel better. I feel more at peace. I have let him go- but not before making him feel like a douche. I would go into detail, but surfice to say that he said he was sorry- but that wasnt enough fo rme this time. I am going to spend all day watching 'cable' with my tattoo artist friend on Sunday and that should make me feel better. Also- Tomorrow I get my tattoo filled in and I am so excited about it.
I had this dream that I was wearing sky blue faded tight (too small) sweat pants that gave me camel toe and an old Army sweatshirt. What does this mean!? I mean- it was like the camera in my mind that showed me the dream was focusing on this horrible case of camel toe.
Here is a loooong myspace survey thing I took. Dont click on the spoiler unless you want to read it
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
A survey:
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?Mike
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
if the cart corral is close
3. If you had to kiss the last person who kissed you, would you?
Yeah. I shouldn't, but yeah
4. Do you take compliments well?
I try to
5. Do you play Sudoku?
no
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
yes. for months
7. Do you like nipple rings?
I had better
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
band camp
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
my morals are weak right now..
12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
the question is 'would other mormon men date you. the answer is no
13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
I hunt
14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment.
strong, smart, bold
15. Do any songs make you cry?
DMB: cry, freedom cry. also Red, red wine
16. Are you continuing your education?
yes
17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
fire a weapon? yes
18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grab?
my son
19. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
n/c
20. Who do you call the most?
either Hector or Nic
21. Favorite children's book?
Ms. Nelson is missing or Wayside School is falling down
22. What color are your eyes?
brown. but a nice brown
23. How tall are you?
67 inches
24. Do you have a crush on 'Dave the Goofy Professor'?
no. who?
25. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
not in 'real' life
26. Any secret admirers?
TONS
27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yep
28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
I cant remember
29. Favorite ex?
THIS IS A GREAT QUESTION!! hmmmm. I'd say Harrison even though he doesnt count really. But all the other ones I quit having fun talking to
30. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
Maine
32. Do you like mustard?
love it
33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
not eat. I hate eating
34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
I 'like' them both. I love my dad tho
35. How long does it take you in the shower?
15 minutes
36. Can you do splits?
not anymore
37. What movie do you want to see right now?
notes on a scandal
39. What did you do for New Year's Eve?
SGNM Party
40. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
I dont watch scary movies. Im better then you
42. Do you own a camera phone?
no
44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
no
45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
L
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
8
48. Do you like care bears?
loathe them
49. What do you buy at the Movies?
popcorn and jr. mints
50. Do you know how to play poker?
yes
51. Do you wear your seat belt?
yes
52. What do you wear to sleep?
panties
53. Anything big ever happen in your town?
I live here. duh
54. Is your hair straight or curly?
straight
55. Is your tongue pierced?
no
56. Do you like Liver and Onions?
no
57. Have you ever been in love?
thrice
58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
serious
59. Ever been to L.A.?
I love LA. WE LOVE IT
62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
$$$
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
my mom is nuts
65. Are you a gullible person?
very
66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?no
67. If you could have any job what would it be?
the one I have
68. Are you easy to get along with?
pretty diffucult, actually
69. What is your favorite time of day?
recess
70. Are you a generally happy person?
yes
