i woke up this morning with the idea that today, after almost a month, i'd see again her eyes...yes, was planned that she came back to my office for her job, and sincerly i was a little scared. Why scared? 'Cause if hurt thinking about her i don't really know how can i manage to see her again. But she's not here...she's going to be here on monday, but not me, i'll be at home....and in this moment i can't say if i'm happy or not....
I try to be strong, to act that my mind is free....but isn't....i think about her every moment, also if i know that is an impossible story between us. I know she's the perfect girl, and i know that i want her as mother of my sons....but....but...she's not here.
And i'm just a stupid man....feeling like a stupid teenager, living in a dream for few and not able to leave it....
Why forget you is so complicated b***?!?