cmaxwell

MIND CONTROL? TELEPATHY?

I didn't think I believed in it. Though I have certainly been mind-fucked online and have felt the power of various creative demands from certain women... and have seen the effect of certain words and "instructions" on others...I have never experienced anything like this.

My first significant cybersex encounter was with a woman let's just call K. It started 2 1/2 years ago. The sex was at first wonderful, the resulting messy romance/friendship that devolved into several rounds of torture and recriminations was, at best, up and down. I broke off the friendship, long after the sex had cooled, about 14 months ago. I was angry and bitter, because I felt I had been mistreated. Why is not important now (I've learned a lot since then).

I had twice since the breakup sent K emails basically to get a chance to dig at her again. Both times I was mean and nasty. She had never emailed me on her own initiative, and we hadn't contacted each other in at least six months. It was SO over.

Then the other day, on my birthday, while riding my bike about noon, I suddenly thought about K. Specifically, I thought about the first weeks of sex with K, when everything was clicking, and how hot it was. I wondered if enough time had passed that I could approach her again just for sex, as a dominator (my role initially then)...just for a purely mercenary encounter. I knew it was a stupid thought...but I was in a what-the-hell mood, especially with K (caring not what she thinks of me one bit) and so I resolved when I came home later that day to send her an email with my proposition..and I planned to entitle it, appropriately, "crazy fucking idea."

Hours later, I get home...and I open my email...and there is an email from K. Unsolicited. The first unsoliticed email in 14 months.

Hi
> >It's Sunday afternoon, and I found myself thinking of the emails you
> >last sent. Were you initiating a renewing of our friendship or did I
> >piss you off enough to send you packing again?
> >
> >K


I couldn't believe it.
So I wrote back, with my crazy fucking idea..and added:
I must have taken control over your mind, or you over mine. Or something
> strange is in the air.

and I got this reply:

Very weird. Because I did think about our very first contact while in the shower this afternoon. In fact, that's how I climaxed.

You're into mind control now, are you?

Naturally, the next morning we chatted, at my invitation. I quizzed K closely on the timing of her sudden sexual thoughts about me. She said it was likely just after noon, and that she hadn't thought of me in months, and certainly not like that.

Of course, she's such a pathological liar, or more precisely, an emotional manipulator and a whitewasher of her own motivations, that she could have been cumming daily for the entire last year thinking of me. But I highly doubt it.

Her words from chat:
it's all very strange. i haven't thought about you in ages, but you DID pop into my head yesterday. so yes, it's very surprising.

and:
what's even more strange about it is this: i don't play online anymore. in fact, i don't contact anyone who even expects it.

(Take this last with a grain of salt.)
when I asked for details she said:

well, i was using the shower massager. and i thought about how you'd made me color my nipples with lipstick that very first time. remember that?

and:
you were the best i've ever had where the dominating aspect is concerned. i've never let anyone else come close to controlling me.

and:
i had zero self-esteem when i met you though. i'm in a much better state of mind now. however, domination is something that's always interested me. i came as i thought about camming for you, actually.

and:
and that was probably the first time i'd thought about that scenario since we last communicated.


If you've gotten this far, I hope it's been amusing, and I'd love to hear reactions:

1. Am I capable of mind control at a distance? Is K telepathic? Or is this just a wild coincidence? What's the explanation?

2. If you were a party to something like this happening, would you (a) run away as fast as you could (b) explore why this occurred (c) follow the unbidden fantasies that entered your mind because you just have to respect the power of such an event.

3. Would your answer to (2) make any difference if (a) the mutual thoughts were NOT of a sexual nature? or (b) if this wasn't a dicey relationship the first time around..if it were, in fact, a good one?



It's been QUITE an interesting month.