thanks asshole.
thanks for thinking of new ways to blindly yet blatently betray my trust. Thank you for being so oblivious to the circumstances of each day, that I question you even know how bad you managed to fuck up. "its not gonna be one of those nights where im up till 5am".
fuck me for believing you, for noding my head and closing my eyes thinking you're actually gonna be a responsible person and listen to what your friends suggest. fuck me for thinking you'd respect everyone else who has something riding on your actions. i guess i am a fool.
So when i woke up aomewhere around 4:50am and heard you rubbing one out 4 feet infront of me on the cpu as i was asleep on the couch, i wasnt really that shocked. I really shoulda expected it huh? go head man, go smoke that blunt at 3am while the rest of us are resting, go head man, go get food while the rest of us are sleeping, go head man, come back here, turn the cpu back on after i deliberatly turned it off, and check out porn, rub one out and eat some pringles... go head, fuck the rest of us, right?
anyway, im not trying to be a buzz kill, a cock block, a herb or anything... i have no right ot bitch actually, cause if i polled anyone who knows you, they woulds bet money this would happen. luckily this time its just a stupid and trivial videogame tournament. one that you paid the entrence fee to. Luckily this isnt the night before a job interview, an importatn meeting, a big game.... or your own fucking wedding, cause then watching you go down in flames might leave a bad aftertaste in my mouth.
so cheers asshole,its 6:01am and you just passed out. you have to be somewhere in less than 4 hours. lets drink, smoke, masturbate....hell lets just do whatever is the wrong thing to do in the moment... cheers, to your own oblivious self destructive behavior & fresh batch of grey hairs i get for it.
thanks for thinking of new ways to blindly yet blatently betray my trust. Thank you for being so oblivious to the circumstances of each day, that I question you even know how bad you managed to fuck up. "its not gonna be one of those nights where im up till 5am".
fuck me for believing you, for noding my head and closing my eyes thinking you're actually gonna be a responsible person and listen to what your friends suggest. fuck me for thinking you'd respect everyone else who has something riding on your actions. i guess i am a fool.
So when i woke up aomewhere around 4:50am and heard you rubbing one out 4 feet infront of me on the cpu as i was asleep on the couch, i wasnt really that shocked. I really shoulda expected it huh? go head man, go smoke that blunt at 3am while the rest of us are resting, go head man, go get food while the rest of us are sleeping, go head man, come back here, turn the cpu back on after i deliberatly turned it off, and check out porn, rub one out and eat some pringles... go head, fuck the rest of us, right?
anyway, im not trying to be a buzz kill, a cock block, a herb or anything... i have no right ot bitch actually, cause if i polled anyone who knows you, they woulds bet money this would happen. luckily this time its just a stupid and trivial videogame tournament. one that you paid the entrence fee to. Luckily this isnt the night before a job interview, an importatn meeting, a big game.... or your own fucking wedding, cause then watching you go down in flames might leave a bad aftertaste in my mouth.
so cheers asshole,its 6:01am and you just passed out. you have to be somewhere in less than 4 hours. lets drink, smoke, masturbate....hell lets just do whatever is the wrong thing to do in the moment... cheers, to your own oblivious self destructive behavior & fresh batch of grey hairs i get for it.