Hehehehe. Why am I unsatisfied? You know I have a pile upstairs that owns my life, and if I dont get rid of it my life will be just that. A material faade. I need to get out of here and flirt with the guy at the bus stop. I need to get out of here and stop clogging all my pours up. Did you...
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I cant fucking sleep. Its 7am and I agreed to take pictures later AND work. Well they dont even have my schedule yet at work, but you know I always work Monday nights. So here I am alone and thinking.
First I cant help but dwell on the fact that I feel like incredibly old. I know I just turned 21, but I never even...
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First I cant help but dwell on the fact that I feel like incredibly old. I know I just turned 21, but I never even...
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bluedragon1:
It's all out there..It looks like you have set your goal..Your one step closer
Best of luck
Best of luck
I had a very interesting night at work. Unbeknown to me I walked in to a tense club with many undercover cops and a warning that excise could show up at anytime. They were warning us what are no-nos on stage for the night. No touching your own breasts, no touching your own crotch area, no girls laying on the stage. No fun. Oh and...
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I have been slacking off entirely too much since my birthday party. I decided to skip the dance class. So no more of that until maybe the summer time. I have missed three of the musical practices but I emailed the director and its all fine and dandy. I just wish I hadnt missed for such fucking lame reasons. Like the first time I missed...
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desidia:
well happy birthday 
bigone167299:
They have like 2 rooms of industrial dance music, so everyone gets dressed up in their awesome goth attire and dances, drinks, usual club stuff, they also have S&M displays whee they tie up willing participants and smack em arround a bit. I just love it because it's such a different club from anything else in Hollywood, all the other clubs are full of a bunch of sceensters, but Dungeon is something totally different, everyone is in there trying to be as unique as possible and I love to just go there and check out everyones outfit and hair and tats and shit. Good times!
I dreamed about Brett drinking alcohol and I woke up crying. Then I heard a certain song that made me cry in a happy reminiscent type way. Then I saw him driving down the road in his beat up car with something hanging out of his mouth. I love him; I want my best friend in the world back. Kathryn you are going to have...
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micaela:
Wow, you and I have that Catholic imagery thing in common...
Ummm, well, I haven't seen the final product of my set yet so I have no idea; you'll be just as surprised as me!
mmmmmmmm, oreo's..........
Ummm, well, I haven't seen the final product of my set yet so I have no idea; you'll be just as surprised as me!
mmmmmmmm, oreo's..........
mistidawn:
fake tan....
mwa hahahah!
mwa hahahah!
I am only interested in food [23 May 2004|07:17am]
I went to work and now my cat has food. Good food at that! I am gonna go see a Patsy really soon. Like I am gonna leave in 20 mins. I did fair at work tonight. i could have done better. I need to push myself more to talk to gross stupid men that make...
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I went to work and now my cat has food. Good food at that! I am gonna go see a Patsy really soon. Like I am gonna leave in 20 mins. I did fair at work tonight. i could have done better. I need to push myself more to talk to gross stupid men that make...
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picnic time! [22 May 2004|07:11am]
I burnt cd's today, like right after I woke up with these two children named nathan and kyle. Then I flopped around the park with Brittney and friends. I slept for 14 hrs. And that fucking rules. No way, jose! Now I am at home with the starving cat, cleaning. Or what can best be called cleaning. I don't really...
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I burnt cd's today, like right after I woke up with these two children named nathan and kyle. Then I flopped around the park with Brittney and friends. I slept for 14 hrs. And that fucking rules. No way, jose! Now I am at home with the starving cat, cleaning. Or what can best be called cleaning. I don't really...
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happy endings [20 May 2004|03:54am]
I really fucking miss working at Hot topic for the shear fact that I miss Lizz! I miss her saying funny things and making cool noises! I want to hang out with her so bad. I need to get another cover job, so people stop wondering where I am getting my scrill. My fucking Choreographer wants me to meet him...
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I really fucking miss working at Hot topic for the shear fact that I miss Lizz! I miss her saying funny things and making cool noises! I want to hang out with her so bad. I need to get another cover job, so people stop wondering where I am getting my scrill. My fucking Choreographer wants me to meet him...
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quixote327:
Wow. First, I don't know if I want to stick up for men who go to strip clubs, but I will give you my perspective as a guy who enjoys strip clubs.
I go to look at sexy women. I hope that the women I meet at strip clubs enjoy that I think they are sexy. Just the typical ego boost that performers get from fans after a job well done. In your case, you seem to have a poor self image of your body. I would hope that knowing you are attractive (i.e., lusted after at the club) is reassuring. Is it that you are not attracted to the guys at the club? Or is it that you think they are judging you against the other girls.
As for paying a stripper for sex, escorts are easy enough to find, looking for them in a strip club is nuts. I think what I hope for in a stripper is someone who is confident in their sexuality and enjoys sex. That is, someone who loves the job, not just the money.
I go to look at sexy women. I hope that the women I meet at strip clubs enjoy that I think they are sexy. Just the typical ego boost that performers get from fans after a job well done. In your case, you seem to have a poor self image of your body. I would hope that knowing you are attractive (i.e., lusted after at the club) is reassuring. Is it that you are not attracted to the guys at the club? Or is it that you think they are judging you against the other girls.
As for paying a stripper for sex, escorts are easy enough to find, looking for them in a strip club is nuts. I think what I hope for in a stripper is someone who is confident in their sexuality and enjoys sex. That is, someone who loves the job, not just the money.
clubmix1996:
Fuck you guys
Fucka Cat [19 May 2004|04:03am]
[ mood | Neato! ]
[ music | Madonna! ]
So the house we were gonna move in is stupid. There is a 200 hundred dollar deposit for each pet which isn't unreasonable. But the rent would go up 20 percent for each pet as well. Which is the weirdest thing I have ever heard. I slept in until 7...
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[ mood | Neato! ]
[ music | Madonna! ]
So the house we were gonna move in is stupid. There is a 200 hundred dollar deposit for each pet which isn't unreasonable. But the rent would go up 20 percent for each pet as well. Which is the weirdest thing I have ever heard. I slept in until 7...
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johngass:
we need new pictures.
Fuck today... and yesterday [18 May 2004|06:23am]
Yeah I am a whiner. But I have good reason to be. I went to the hospital today twice. Once before. Once After. The first time they were about to Patsy on Dialysis, because her poison levels in her body were higher. Her kidneys are getting wirse, just like Pawpaws did. She was so scared she panicked. They...
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Yeah I am a whiner. But I have good reason to be. I went to the hospital today twice. Once before. Once After. The first time they were about to Patsy on Dialysis, because her poison levels in her body were higher. Her kidneys are getting wirse, just like Pawpaws did. She was so scared she panicked. They...
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I haven't seen you in a while! Glad to hear from you again.
answering questions with answers now..
time traveling through telecommunications, like a bruise, a broken bone anything tragic or intense might take your whole life to heal, once you stop feeling well, really i dont think you were asking me any way
say what needs to be said and then write to get memories out of my head, unless smiling is the reward for remembering
um, recounting the past i have numerous friends, if you need to wonder why or ask others what its all about, you might have something to say, probably do. your saying alot by asking
anyway, great day, have one, be well peace