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I dreamed about Brett drinking alcohol and I woke up crying. Then I heard a certain song that made me cry in a happy reminiscent type way. Then I saw him driving down the road in his beat up car with something hanging out of his mouth. I love him; I want my best friend in the world back. Kathryn you are going to have to share that part of him.

Kathryn is sicky sick, cause I talked to her on the phone by accident. It weirds me out that my life has changed so much. But I hope she feels better soon.

I am sun burnt. I hope I dont peel because I have a mystic tan as well and if I peel I will have white skin splotches. I am an ass and I missed musical practice tonight and that makes me sad. Really sad. Like cry sad. I missed because I had the intentions of buying a new desktop computer tonight, and getting an awesome video card put in it so I can play the Sims 2 and the new expansion pack perfectly.

But when I went to the place to buy all the little parts for my computer, I didnt end up having enough saved to get all that I wanted so I am going to wait and save some more and go back next week. I decided I want a huge monitor to play on. I am so excited, all it will take is a little more saving after I pay my rent in 6 days. Yay!

I female ejaculated again today. That feels so amazing and shocking but it left a few streaks down my legs in my fake tan. Hehe.

I want to do more pictures soon with my friend photographers Kristina (who is coming in town Friday!!!!), Scott, and Gary. I have so many ideas I need to type them all out again like I used to.

I have been eating one meal a day lately. I usually loose weight when I do that. But I plan on going back to yoga soon too. I think I will go by tomorrow and get a package and take a class. Well I might. I want to get in shape. When I look in mirrors under florescent lights I look gross, I want my skin to be taught instead of cheese-like.

I love my Ratt poster Nick got me; I am going to put it up in my hallway upstairs later tonight. Where can I get a small bookshelf in a light wooden color? My books in here are getting out of control. I want Brittney to come see my house. I also want to order a bunch of used cds off of Amazon because my music selection is getting extremely monotonous. But I have to get insurance for my car still, I have my quote now, so all I need is to go pay for it to get it started up again. I will go on Thursday.

Still pissed that I missed the musical practice. I missed dance class last week too because I forgot my jazz shoes at home! God!!!! I need to get back on the effing track. At least I didnt sleep all day today though. I also have to resend my information to fatal beauty because they changed addresses so my release form never got to them. Oh they are gonna get it!

Sleep time.