I am only interested in food [23 May 2004|07:17am]
I went to work and now my cat has food. Good food at that! I am gonna go see a Patsy really soon. Like I am gonna leave in 20 mins. I did fair at work tonight. i could have done better. I need to push myself more to talk to gross stupid men that make animal noises at me. I started my wonderful period. I washed clothes by myself in my bathtub. My stomach won't pull in. I need to loose a little weight. I am gonna take a water pill in a min to relieve some of my water weight from my period. I got a acrylic nail fill in kit. Now I don't need to pay anyone to do it for me anymore!!! I still need a trunk for work. i hope patsy comes home soon. I gotta pay a bill soon. Two bills. Fucking credit cards. i just open one of the bills to find that one is already late. Fucking A! That means I will have to go to the bank and put in money to send to assholes. I will do that after I see the Patsy. My face is oily. I hate that. I don't even know where my checkbook is. Only patsy knows that. I need her back, I don't funtion well without her. I just can't be loud anymore when she gets home. I still have to resize Misti's pics and send them to her but I will do that later today. That will be a great fun time. Maybe I will go to wired and do it. This guy named Jamie that hangs out at Denny's hates me. he said that I am gross. I didn't mean to be. He just didn't like me. I hate that. Like all I do is be myself and people hate me. WTF? I guess I was born to be hated! J/k. But I mean seriously! After work me and Biff went to Regina's (Stephanie's Cabaret, where I used to dance. I tipped all the old faces. I liked it there it was comfortable. But Scores has a party atmosphere. Sometimes it can be intimidating. I am really quiet at work. I just don't know what to say. I mean here is a man making an animal noise at me and I'm like... What now, what can top an animal noise? What should I say to this robot? I wish I liked to work out, so I could be hotter. I just hate dieting. I hate restricting myself from the one thing that makes me the most happy, FOOD. When people ask me what I am interested in, I should just tell them the truth, FOOD. Better get to going to the hospital. I wanna see Patsy before I head off to dream land, after all I hadn't gone to see her for three days.
I am so glad I am on my period, It's the best.
I went to work and now my cat has food. Good food at that! I am gonna go see a Patsy really soon. Like I am gonna leave in 20 mins. I did fair at work tonight. i could have done better. I need to push myself more to talk to gross stupid men that make animal noises at me. I started my wonderful period. I washed clothes by myself in my bathtub. My stomach won't pull in. I need to loose a little weight. I am gonna take a water pill in a min to relieve some of my water weight from my period. I got a acrylic nail fill in kit. Now I don't need to pay anyone to do it for me anymore!!! I still need a trunk for work. i hope patsy comes home soon. I gotta pay a bill soon. Two bills. Fucking credit cards. i just open one of the bills to find that one is already late. Fucking A! That means I will have to go to the bank and put in money to send to assholes. I will do that after I see the Patsy. My face is oily. I hate that. I don't even know where my checkbook is. Only patsy knows that. I need her back, I don't funtion well without her. I just can't be loud anymore when she gets home. I still have to resize Misti's pics and send them to her but I will do that later today. That will be a great fun time. Maybe I will go to wired and do it. This guy named Jamie that hangs out at Denny's hates me. he said that I am gross. I didn't mean to be. He just didn't like me. I hate that. Like all I do is be myself and people hate me. WTF? I guess I was born to be hated! J/k. But I mean seriously! After work me and Biff went to Regina's (Stephanie's Cabaret, where I used to dance. I tipped all the old faces. I liked it there it was comfortable. But Scores has a party atmosphere. Sometimes it can be intimidating. I am really quiet at work. I just don't know what to say. I mean here is a man making an animal noise at me and I'm like... What now, what can top an animal noise? What should I say to this robot? I wish I liked to work out, so I could be hotter. I just hate dieting. I hate restricting myself from the one thing that makes me the most happy, FOOD. When people ask me what I am interested in, I should just tell them the truth, FOOD. Better get to going to the hospital. I wanna see Patsy before I head off to dream land, after all I hadn't gone to see her for three days.
I am so glad I am on my period, It's the best.