Fuck today... and yesterday [18 May 2004|06:23am]
Yeah I am a whiner. But I have good reason to be. I went to the hospital today twice. Once before. Once After. The first time they were about to Patsy on Dialysis, because her poison levels in her body were higher. Her kidneys are getting wirse, just like Pawpaws did. She was so scared she panicked. They had to give her relaxation meds before they put her on the machine. Just imagine me at 63 or 64 in the hospital. How would I act? Fucking terrified. So I went back after they put her on dialysis, she was tired from the drugs and the machine. I hope if she gets through this she doesn't have to do this shit once a week or anything. I was worried the first time when i saw her scarred. I couldn't contain myself, so I grabbed Amy and started Crying. I needed someone. I skipped work and the money I needed for my insurance. But maybe I will go today, since I need it. Kyles House burnt down. Not really, just caught fire in the walls. His computer, dvd player, tv and some of his posters are ruined. We went to Jojo's and I scraped together some money to get me and Brittney some food. We got this really good piece of pie. Kathryn thought there might be gelatin in the pie and told Kyle that. Not a good idea. You can't tell kyle anything. He's a useless fuckass piece of trash that likes to make everyone feel bad if he can. He told Brittney and Britt freaked out. There was no fucking gelatin in the pie. I eat pie all the time. That's probably just in some weird recipe Kathryn has seen for pie. Anyways the reason kyle said that is because he wanted a piece of pie himself, and because he has cosen to be vegan he couldn't have any so.... he made Brittney feel bad about her eating it. In anyway he could. I hate him so much sometimes since he's just like me. Brett was making music in th emusic room earlier and he felt someone walk upstairs and into the room with him. He thought it was me, but when he looked no one was there. When he told me that it made me worry about patsy, she's so scared it hurts to see her. In good news... Jojo's is my new favorite diner.
Mash it up, yeah... When I'm down...
Yeah I am a whiner. But I have good reason to be. I went to the hospital today twice. Once before. Once After. The first time they were about to Patsy on Dialysis, because her poison levels in her body were higher. Her kidneys are getting wirse, just like Pawpaws did. She was so scared she panicked. They had to give her relaxation meds before they put her on the machine. Just imagine me at 63 or 64 in the hospital. How would I act? Fucking terrified. So I went back after they put her on dialysis, she was tired from the drugs and the machine. I hope if she gets through this she doesn't have to do this shit once a week or anything. I was worried the first time when i saw her scarred. I couldn't contain myself, so I grabbed Amy and started Crying. I needed someone. I skipped work and the money I needed for my insurance. But maybe I will go today, since I need it. Kyles House burnt down. Not really, just caught fire in the walls. His computer, dvd player, tv and some of his posters are ruined. We went to Jojo's and I scraped together some money to get me and Brittney some food. We got this really good piece of pie. Kathryn thought there might be gelatin in the pie and told Kyle that. Not a good idea. You can't tell kyle anything. He's a useless fuckass piece of trash that likes to make everyone feel bad if he can. He told Brittney and Britt freaked out. There was no fucking gelatin in the pie. I eat pie all the time. That's probably just in some weird recipe Kathryn has seen for pie. Anyways the reason kyle said that is because he wanted a piece of pie himself, and because he has cosen to be vegan he couldn't have any so.... he made Brittney feel bad about her eating it. In anyway he could. I hate him so much sometimes since he's just like me. Brett was making music in th emusic room earlier and he felt someone walk upstairs and into the room with him. He thought it was me, but when he looked no one was there. When he told me that it made me worry about patsy, she's so scared it hurts to see her. In good news... Jojo's is my new favorite diner.
Mash it up, yeah... When I'm down...