Donna Summers' Work-Out Supreme! [14 May 2004|06:04am]
Nasty! So today was good. Me, brett, kathryn, brittney, and stephanie all went out to check out this house we might rent. It was pretty nice in a down home white trash kinda way, and I am thrilled! Brett can't move in because he wants to do other things with his money this summer so we have to find a new roomate. It will be me, kathryn and britney plus one other person. If we move in I want the basement so I can set up like a small studio down there. That would be dope. I danced to Sarah Relyea's old bands music at slut hell on tuesday and it was fuunny. I didn't go to workee tonight because patsy wanted me to go to get her medicine. She's pissing me off. All she does is sit in one spot for days, and she wonders why she's all stiff. It bothers me that's she basically killing herself. She aging herself much more than she has to be aged. Me and brett road our bikes from here (epworth road) to the walgreens on green and back tonight. It was major fun and a major workout. Not really riding bikes is a good time and it doesn't feel like you are working out. I guess I have stopped taking dance lessons since I have failed to go for the last 2 months. It sucks since I like ballet, I just feel to busy to go once a week, how pathetic is that? So I am out of money since I spent all my money from tesdays work day. I gave brett 40 bucks for his birthday. That money went toward getting his bike out of the shop. I had one hundred and 13 bones left over, I have no idea what I did with that. I am gonna get nick a bike as well, he can ride with us into all hours of the night. Britt's gotta find her a bike and then after that we will be set. I hope after Stephanie leaves town that brittney doesn't go stay with her for like 3 weeks. I know I am extremely superficial and I have no room to talk.... but.... Stephanie seems extremely superficial, more than brittney would generally put up with in a mate. Like she's said things to brittney like shes not the hottest person shes dated. To me thats an insult because the person I am with is always the hottest person I've ever been with because I am all into them and when I'm in love with a person no one can compare to that person. And I also heard her ask Brittney how she could ever find tiffany attractive since tiff had a bunch of acne. WTF! Like that matters! Jesus. It's true I am extremely superficial, but jesus even thing like that don't matter to me. I'm not gonna be all silly and say it's what's inside that counts, but I am honestly atracted to a persons style first. Like if they have an interesting style I will be interested in talking to them. But acne does not matter! Jesus! Then after the first impression I am down to find out what makes that person tic. Like when I had that breif crush on Nathan it was because I liked his hair and his voice, along with his style. Thats the kind of things that attract me to people. If I can't find a shtick about them, then why would i be drawn to get to know them? But Now that I am out in left field on a tangent, I must say my point was.... I am trying to give Stephanie an equal chance like I would if I just met he like if she just started hanging in the group, but.... I am finding nothing. And I don't mean this in a I-am-trying-to-offend kinda way. It's the truth, and I think alot of people see it this way. Maybe not. Well all I can say is it's brittneys life and I never know why she feels the way she does about things, so I am just gonna let her have it her way. Me and her will never be like I want us to be and thats that. It's nothing to get pissed about, or hurt by. I passed up my chance with her when I was a jr. in high school, so now it's just over. Nothing is left of that. And I will eventually not care anymore... The end.
Nasty! So today was good. Me, brett, kathryn, brittney, and stephanie all went out to check out this house we might rent. It was pretty nice in a down home white trash kinda way, and I am thrilled! Brett can't move in because he wants to do other things with his money this summer so we have to find a new roomate. It will be me, kathryn and britney plus one other person. If we move in I want the basement so I can set up like a small studio down there. That would be dope. I danced to Sarah Relyea's old bands music at slut hell on tuesday and it was fuunny. I didn't go to workee tonight because patsy wanted me to go to get her medicine. She's pissing me off. All she does is sit in one spot for days, and she wonders why she's all stiff. It bothers me that's she basically killing herself. She aging herself much more than she has to be aged. Me and brett road our bikes from here (epworth road) to the walgreens on green and back tonight. It was major fun and a major workout. Not really riding bikes is a good time and it doesn't feel like you are working out. I guess I have stopped taking dance lessons since I have failed to go for the last 2 months. It sucks since I like ballet, I just feel to busy to go once a week, how pathetic is that? So I am out of money since I spent all my money from tesdays work day. I gave brett 40 bucks for his birthday. That money went toward getting his bike out of the shop. I had one hundred and 13 bones left over, I have no idea what I did with that. I am gonna get nick a bike as well, he can ride with us into all hours of the night. Britt's gotta find her a bike and then after that we will be set. I hope after Stephanie leaves town that brittney doesn't go stay with her for like 3 weeks. I know I am extremely superficial and I have no room to talk.... but.... Stephanie seems extremely superficial, more than brittney would generally put up with in a mate. Like she's said things to brittney like shes not the hottest person shes dated. To me thats an insult because the person I am with is always the hottest person I've ever been with because I am all into them and when I'm in love with a person no one can compare to that person. And I also heard her ask Brittney how she could ever find tiffany attractive since tiff had a bunch of acne. WTF! Like that matters! Jesus. It's true I am extremely superficial, but jesus even thing like that don't matter to me. I'm not gonna be all silly and say it's what's inside that counts, but I am honestly atracted to a persons style first. Like if they have an interesting style I will be interested in talking to them. But acne does not matter! Jesus! Then after the first impression I am down to find out what makes that person tic. Like when I had that breif crush on Nathan it was because I liked his hair and his voice, along with his style. Thats the kind of things that attract me to people. If I can't find a shtick about them, then why would i be drawn to get to know them? But Now that I am out in left field on a tangent, I must say my point was.... I am trying to give Stephanie an equal chance like I would if I just met he like if she just started hanging in the group, but.... I am finding nothing. And I don't mean this in a I-am-trying-to-offend kinda way. It's the truth, and I think alot of people see it this way. Maybe not. Well all I can say is it's brittneys life and I never know why she feels the way she does about things, so I am just gonna let her have it her way. Me and her will never be like I want us to be and thats that. It's nothing to get pissed about, or hurt by. I passed up my chance with her when I was a jr. in high school, so now it's just over. Nothing is left of that. And I will eventually not care anymore... The end.