Unpretty yet inspired [27 Apr 2004|01:09am]
I feel ugly, so much I wanna cry. I feel torn and not good enough. But I do it to myself. I mean who cares what you look like? It shouldn't matter but it does. It changes the way people respond to you. I audition AGAIN to work at scores today. I got the job and can start whenever...
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I feel ugly, so much I wanna cry. I feel torn and not good enough. But I do it to myself. I mean who cares what you look like? It shouldn't matter but it does. It changes the way people respond to you. I audition AGAIN to work at scores today. I got the job and can start whenever...
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It's true!!! [26 Apr 2004|01:56am]
She did go but she did walk off stage. Hmmmmm... Oh well. I have school tomorrow but don't see the point in going, since I am failing and all... I danced to ani difranco tonight, that's always funny. There's not much you can do when trying to drop it like it's hot to "Both hands". Brett tea bagged me last...
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She did go but she did walk off stage. Hmmmmm... Oh well. I have school tomorrow but don't see the point in going, since I am failing and all... I danced to ani difranco tonight, that's always funny. There's not much you can do when trying to drop it like it's hot to "Both hands". Brett tea bagged me last...
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flinchtriplesix:
tea bagging......hot....ass clap.....ok, that can be hot to.....
Can I inspect your vagina? [24 Apr 2004|01:32pm]
I had another episode with the death pee last night. Man It ruins everything. Me and brett and nick were gonna go to the sex shop, but NOOOOOOO my pussy starts hurting like a bat out of hell. Well I am debating on going to work or not this evening. This time it's the slut palace. I...
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I had another episode with the death pee last night. Man It ruins everything. Me and brett and nick were gonna go to the sex shop, but NOOOOOOO my pussy starts hurting like a bat out of hell. Well I am debating on going to work or not this evening. This time it's the slut palace. I...
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flinchtriplesix:
haha, i love a girl that can speak so openly about her vaginal status.......sorry your having trouble though 
[Edited on Apr 24, 2004 6:51PM]
[Edited on Apr 24, 2004 6:51PM]
Purple madness!!!! [21 Apr 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | like pure water ]
I did so much today!!!! I went to Creepy taco's class but I forgot my camera so I left to go to the mall. At the mall I got my hair trimmed (still trying to get it to be all one length in the back), and got my nails did. It was wierd...
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[ mood | like pure water ]
I did so much today!!!! I went to Creepy taco's class but I forgot my camera so I left to go to the mall. At the mall I got my hair trimmed (still trying to get it to be all one length in the back), and got my nails did. It was wierd...
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krink [20 Apr 2004|05:15am]
I worked tonight, I did well. I bought a wig, it's dead hot. I bought lots of stuff at prascillas. This lady I know that works there gave me a bunch of under the table stuff, Super cool. I got a little-bo-peep outfit. I'm tired a whole bunch. I talked to breea for awhile today. She apoplogized for that stupid thing...
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I worked tonight, I did well. I bought a wig, it's dead hot. I bought lots of stuff at prascillas. This lady I know that works there gave me a bunch of under the table stuff, Super cool. I got a little-bo-peep outfit. I'm tired a whole bunch. I talked to breea for awhile today. She apoplogized for that stupid thing...
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Awesome [17 Apr 2004|07:13am]
work ruled today I made lots-o-cash. I thinkit can be attributed to me taking out my lip ring and combing my bangs over latina style!!! So guy tried to grab my pussy on the way out of the private room and that was stupid. I mean i didn't get mad just a little disgusted. I made as much money tonight as...
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work ruled today I made lots-o-cash. I thinkit can be attributed to me taking out my lip ring and combing my bangs over latina style!!! So guy tried to grab my pussy on the way out of the private room and that was stupid. I mean i didn't get mad just a little disgusted. I made as much money tonight as...
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quixote327:
Glad you are feeling better. This is a much more upbeat journal entry. 
[Maybe its the $$$].
Hope you land a job at the other club pronto.
[Maybe its the $$$].
Hope you land a job at the other club pronto.
So i ditched work again today. I gotta call my boss in a split second. I talked to biff for a few seconds today but I had to get off the phone to come home. I think I contracted patsy's cold. Serves me right, I guess. My tooth hurt and I need insurance so I can go to the dentist. My teeth are so gross....
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I went to work at slut hell last night, I wasn't into it. I felt gross and fat. So I told my manager that Patsy had called my celly and she wasn't feeling welll, and she asked if I could come home. He let me go. Yay! It wasn't a complete lie! Patsy is feeling bad and did call. I just never heard a voice...
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quixote327:
Don't they have any taste in dancers in Evansville? From the pictures you have here, you look like a dancer I'd love to see. Curves in all the right places. Hope you get to feeling sexy soon.
Also, I hope you find a better place to work.
Also, I hope you find a better place to work.
Jesus please show me the one true path... [14 Apr 2004|05:59am]
I have no idea what I am doing in this life. And I don't care how it effects people, but i do care that I don't care. I wish Knew HOW to care... Catch my drift??? I don't. I gotta finish my fuck face drawing today at school to turn in for a grade....
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I have no idea what I am doing in this life. And I don't care how it effects people, but i do care that I don't care. I wish Knew HOW to care... Catch my drift??? I don't. I gotta finish my fuck face drawing today at school to turn in for a grade....
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Jesus please show me the one true path... [14 Apr 2004|05:59am]
I have no idea what I am doing in this life. And I don't care how it effects people, but i do care that I don't care. I wish Knew HOW to care... Catch my drift??? I don't. I gotta finish my fuck face drawing today at school to turn in for a grade....
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I have no idea what I am doing in this life. And I don't care how it effects people, but i do care that I don't care. I wish Knew HOW to care... Catch my drift??? I don't. I gotta finish my fuck face drawing today at school to turn in for a grade....
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Jesus was a fucking good man... [11 Apr 2004|11:00am]
So my car fucking poped really loud on the way to work yesterday and started growling. Brett got mad at me on Saturday because I went out on a "date" with a guy I know. When actually we were just hanging out. It was Biff. We went to Dennies and Wal-mart after I got off work...
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So my car fucking poped really loud on the way to work yesterday and started growling. Brett got mad at me on Saturday because I went out on a "date" with a guy I know. When actually we were just hanging out. It was Biff. We went to Dennies and Wal-mart after I got off work...
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I fell asleep on death [09 Apr 2004|09:10am]
I fell asleep at like fucking 2 am last night and I got up at 8:30. And before that I fell asleep at 4pm and got up at 11pm. So I got alot of sleep and I missed work. I couldn't find biff to go to the Harmony Korine Q and A thingy. And I cried and...
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I fell asleep at like fucking 2 am last night and I got up at 8:30. And before that I fell asleep at 4pm and got up at 11pm. So I got alot of sleep and I missed work. I couldn't find biff to go to the Harmony Korine Q and A thingy. And I cried and...
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As for Brittney, it sounds like the problem is that she was cuddling someone else, not that the someone else is hot.
I'm sorry Brett doesnt make you feel sexy enough. I hope he gets a chance to read this. If he loves you, he needs to work harder to make you feel like the goddess you are.