i've had a lot of time alone lately. especially today. i've got the day off from pretty much everything so i've just been trying to organize everything around me, and organize my life. it's not easy. i don't really want to talk to anyone, or see anyone. but then tomorrow, maybe i'll wanna talk to everyone and be around people. who knows. it's like i'm...
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i've had a lot of time alone today.
dammit, i just had something i wanted to say, but i forgot.
so how are you?
so how are you?
_6deana9_:
hi, sweetie..... i'm good and you? 
_6deana9_:
are you guys coming to chicago? 
i'm getting sick of being lonely. solitude is great and all, just too much sometimes. but then usually when someone's around for a while, i get sick of them. can't win. got a new tattoo yesterday, that made me feel good for a while. it says fire, and it's an ambigram, so it's exactly the same when it's turned 180 degrees. cool huh, not really...
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rxqueen:
well, its kinda like this.
i'll go to bed. lay there for hours. then after a while i'll feel myself starting to fall asleep. and then i'll realize that i'm almost alseep and then i'll concentrate too much on sleeping.
and BAM i'm awake again.
not all the time tho. other times i just toss and turn all night, i dont even get that close.
i'm getting to that point now tho, where i want to punch people cos i know they've slept! jealousy is a bitch, isn't it?
i'll go to bed. lay there for hours. then after a while i'll feel myself starting to fall asleep. and then i'll realize that i'm almost alseep and then i'll concentrate too much on sleeping.
and BAM i'm awake again.
not all the time tho. other times i just toss and turn all night, i dont even get that close.
i'm getting to that point now tho, where i want to punch people cos i know they've slept! jealousy is a bitch, isn't it?
rxqueen:
i've taken benadryl and tylenol pm, both of which usually knock me out.
but nothing is working!!! hopefully i'll be worn out after this weekend and all will be well once again?
wish me luck.
but nothing is working!!! hopefully i'll be worn out after this weekend and all will be well once again?
wish me luck.
check out my new pictures, then tell me you love me and everything will be okay. that's all
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phedre:
...hi...
rxqueen:
Madison, WI huh? i think you'd have more fun coming to ny 
i just slept for 5 hours in the middle of the evening. now i feel weird. i love sleeping. i love the rain. it's been raining here for the past 4 days. wonderful. gonna try to put up some new pictures tonight. check em out.
_6deana9_:
...speaking of rain... it's rained here in chicago during halloween for the past eight years.... but this year has been unseasonably warm. yey, for raindrops and sleep.....*
_6deana9_:
.wicked ass pictures.
i had a fucking crazy weekend. from what i remember. rode the white pony a little too hard. or it rode me.
i just read a bunch in an astrological book about being a libra and it was FUCKING SCARY! way too accurate. it's funny reading all the things i know about myself but maybe don't want to admit. seeing it on paper makes it...
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i just read a bunch in an astrological book about being a libra and it was FUCKING SCARY! way too accurate. it's funny reading all the things i know about myself but maybe don't want to admit. seeing it on paper makes it...
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_6deana9_:
i think i like dan brown.... his books that is. i am a one man girl.
_6deana9_:
....yes, let's....
you should read the book "the da vinci code" it will be good for you.
i threw up on my birthday, it was fun, hadn't done that for a while. don't blame me though, blame the pills. i had no choice.
if any madison people aren't busy on halloween, come see my band at the annex. or not.
i just said goodbye to a girl...
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i threw up on my birthday, it was fun, hadn't done that for a while. don't blame me though, blame the pills. i had no choice.
if any madison people aren't busy on halloween, come see my band at the annex. or not.
i just said goodbye to a girl...
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_6deana9_:
...so modest.... and pretty
fallen1carus:
and where were YOU this weekend?
i'm gonna be 22 in a couple weeks. it's weird to me. weird like these fucking birds that follow me everywhere and won't stop talking to me.
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katneko:
First off, happy birthday. I see you're local to me and your birthday is today. Mine was on the 2nd. Small world!
_6deana9_:
happy b-day*
this week has been bad. you know those days when you really don't feel like being alive, or dealing with anything or anyone, and you're sick of everything you see when you're awake? like that. i felt better for awhile tonight because i got one of the almost-finished mixes of one of my band's songs from our new cd (middleworld). it reminded me that i...
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fallen1carus:
hey, sorry i couldn't make it to the show. i was in ohio this weekend at an sgparty! hope it went well.
I do not have boobs.