I am so burned out!! 4th straight 14 hour day with no lunch. Being on salary sucks, it's kind of a form of slavery. Today was day 4 of 12, Lame!!! People wonder why I want to quit. It boils down to this, I am way to chill for the corporate manager life/pace. I like to smoke copious amounts of ganja, and just chill. I hate having to yell(not that I actually yell) at employees because their sales numbers are down, when there is nothing they can do about it because there are no customers to sell too. As they say shit rolls down hill or something like that. Someone high up gets yelled at, then they yell at someone, and so on and so forth. It a never ending cycle, and I am done. I see my self as the guy in office space. I love that movie. Work"I am just not going to go, what about bills? You know I never really liked paying bills, so I am not going to do that either". I would like to do that, but I must stick it out for a couple more months to get some cash flow saved up. Then I'm out. I got email from a friend, that he is moving into a new 2 bedroom apartment down in sunny San Diego. He offered a room to me. I am going to visit next month, if I like it I may have to take him up on the offer. Of course that would mean going and getting wasted in Tiajuana all the time. We'll see. I just want to foucus on playing guitar and writing lyrics, maybe finish the novel I started oh so long ago, before the dark times. I found a place to rent in Sunriver finally, of course now it looks like I have an extra ticket to the Chris Isaak show in Bend, since the girl I was going to go with has flaked out on me. Any takers? Well I better get something to eat before I pass out. L8R!!!!
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So your quite a good lover you say
now everything's wet from the rain
all the world is in pain for you and you alone
take each day with a grin
your stoopid little chin
those dimples you make with your face
the fact that you can carry your self with grace
just leaves me in stitches without a clue
why o why do I love you, when sad and glad
you haven't the faintest clue roll me over again
I'm lost i'm cold and making those faces again.
my will to resist has grown quite thin
your making a fool of me , but still i fail to see
the hurt the pain utter disdain
the pleasure provided the day
with every notion you have to spew
we grow apart quickly like wet glue
take my heart throw it down stomp up up and down
this love for me is a sham i know you don't give a damn
why cant we be friends this has to end i am
so sad i could sue, but who would I find to take the case
its really so pointless I'd lose. roll me over again, roll me over again
again again, i have no power to move.
take aim fire away everybody would say
its just self defense, he lead her astray
please don't make me the victim again
I losing my acquired grin