clockworkjim

preface: I have not, nor will I ever give up on love. I will always be looking for the voluptuous love of my life. The cute sexy girl who will Pay her own money to go to a scifi convention, OF HER OWN FREE WILL

now to the depressing stuff:

Looking through myspace for pictures of your ex, bad idea. Looking through Myspace for the...
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Not only have I not showered for days, the only article of clothing I have changed are my socks and underwear.

I am a bit itchy and smelly, but otherwise okay.


This is bad!!!!

I am afriad of the truth.
Afriad of the inevitable.

That I am ment to be alone.

that I will always be alone.

I dont want it to be true.

I am sick of what I do to myself. Sick of what I cause.

sick of being an oblivious monster.

I sometimes forget how great of an Album anticrhist superstar is

You know, I am thinking it might be a good idea to update my journal a bit more often.

I dont know what to do anymore. I try and I try and I try but I always seem to mess things up.

I love her so much it is scary. I can see myself stayingwith her for along time.

I am praying to God,
I seek a god to stand above me
wrapping healing arms around me

I would just like to say I am sorry for not journaling lately. It really has not crossed my mind to do so. As writing anything coherant is a great effort for me.

But. recent developments:
I love my girlfriend. This is the frist time I have dated a girl who is understanding and emotionally stable. Not to mention really good in bed. She is...
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if it wasnt for AOL I would never get laid.

my girlfriend just said, "I feel grody"

GRODY??? WHO SAYS THAT ANYMORE?

update: Still with my GF. Worked things out.

However I am now paraniod about putting anything in my journal

Bugger