I'm sitting here at twenty past five in the morning and I am completely wired. I have consumed no coffee today... no caffeine at all. I am fueled by anger and thought. I had neglected to turn the television on today until very late. I ended up watching a program about Castro. I watched a program that was about the crash of Air Florida flight...
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So... quick update:
I was going to buy another car this weekend but then my better senses took hold of me and I didn't. The thing about buying cheap cars is that it is always a good idea to have two so that when one breaks you can drive the other car while fixing it. I don't know, I'm just getting this feeling that my...
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I was going to buy another car this weekend but then my better senses took hold of me and I didn't. The thing about buying cheap cars is that it is always a good idea to have two so that when one breaks you can drive the other car while fixing it. I don't know, I'm just getting this feeling that my...
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chi:
My internet has been doing that to me for the past few weeks. Every night at 2am, im kicked out everything. and at various times through out the day. Its sucks.
And thats why they make kids cute.
And thats why they make kids cute.
granny:
It must suck living in a house with a kid thats not yours... not like that... you know what I mean, damnit!
So I don't know. I cut the mullet off of me. It's nice.
I also went out for the first time in quite a while last night, to this place up north where they do karaoke. Not many people were doing it, so I got up there a bunch of times. The crowd was nuts though- I got up there and sang some Cars and...
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I also went out for the first time in quite a while last night, to this place up north where they do karaoke. Not many people were doing it, so I got up there a bunch of times. The crowd was nuts though- I got up there and sang some Cars and...
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pommyjeff:
you are a karaoke king.
ill send you some guiness.
ill send you some guiness.
stolenhistories:
Cars karaoke frigging rocks. Nice drapes. Thanks for the book ref, I'll see if I can find it.
awwww fuck. I have two driveways at my house, and I just shoveled both of them. One of them is hsuper- huge. I also shoveled some stuff tonight at my parents' house, too.
It has been a busy day of shoveling.
My arm may well be a bit sore tomorrow. We will see.
I did accomplish some other things, though. I received a $75 gift...
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It has been a busy day of shoveling.
My arm may well be a bit sore tomorrow. We will see.
I did accomplish some other things, though. I received a $75 gift...
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weetzie:
i hear you. one of my greatest fears is that i'll finish up my degree and just stop playing entirely. but really i don't like very many of the successful professional musicians i know, so maybe it won't be such a tragedy.
... you really love winter sports, don't you?
... you really love winter sports, don't you?
angelicevilchik:
hope you're feeling better.. i know how it feels to be buried under bills and it seems like you'll never get out.. 
oh well.. drink some spiced apple cider and stay warm
oh well.. drink some spiced apple cider and stay warm
"One might as well make no mistake about it, human beings have nothing to say to each other; they only tell each other their own personal troubles and that's a fact. Each for himself, the world for all men. They try to shift their own unhappiness off onto somebody else when they make love, but it doesn't come off and, do what they will, they...
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wugglyump:
thank you!
jaxs1984:
That quote is brilliant 
... that's why man has created guns, whores and vodka to give a distorted look of himself when he looks in the mirror ... trying to pull the trigger ....
... that's why man has created guns, whores and vodka to give a distorted look of himself when he looks in the mirror ... trying to pull the trigger ....woo. new year.
happy new year 2005, everyone.
work, work, work. I should be sleeping right now. I'm at 45+ hours at work now and have two more days till the week is done, but aside from work I have also been helping out my roommate who is dealing with lots of bad shit lately... so sleep has been a luxury. I don't mind working,...
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happy new year 2005, everyone.
work, work, work. I should be sleeping right now. I'm at 45+ hours at work now and have two more days till the week is done, but aside from work I have also been helping out my roommate who is dealing with lots of bad shit lately... so sleep has been a luxury. I don't mind working,...
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friday:
i dunno...his name was ryan...and hes like 20 i think. im pertty sure i was definately the oldest person there. i definately should have gone and visited you. when do you not work?
my life is turning into a John Irving novel... minus incest.
I wish I could just say to certain people the cruel things that I think when they cause me pain and I talk to them (though I did manage to get one 'wait and see' in there). I am scolded for not calling or keeping touch but it's because it causes me less pain....
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I wish I could just say to certain people the cruel things that I think when they cause me pain and I talk to them (though I did manage to get one 'wait and see' in there). I am scolded for not calling or keeping touch but it's because it causes me less pain....
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richard_:
Yeah, I usually leave "Baby Jesus" out of it. Cause, children are our future.... 
7deuce:
you live in ashland now? when are we hanging out?
fucker. I just spent like an hour pouring my heart out into a new journal entry, clicked 'save entry' and it went back to the previous journal entry.
I'm not even kidding.
I'm so mad. I feel like crying, actually. It's funny because I had even copied it a bunch of times as I progressed so that in case of an IE malfunction or something...
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I'm not even kidding.
I'm so mad. I feel like crying, actually. It's funny because I had even copied it a bunch of times as I progressed so that in case of an IE malfunction or something...
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aphexplotz:
If there was snow in california, I'd go along with that, but its either chilly or warm here.
scarlett:
merry xmas to you too, thank you!!!!! =)
ps mad dog.... *shudder* that shit always gets me in trouble
ps mad dog.... *shudder* that shit always gets me in trouble
So I guess it's about time I updated. I just haven't had much to say lately. this will be short because I have to leave for work soon, but I have a new folder of pics up for your viewing pleasure. It's mostly pictures of my house, which is nasty enough that I guess I want to show it off. For all of you wanting...
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mydogfarted:
Ah Mad Dog 20/20. I used to puke that stuff up all the time... 
Slot cars rule. I used to have a huge track back in the 70's.
Slot cars rule. I used to have a huge track back in the 70's.
sooooo.... not much is new in the world of me. finally got dsl today, will try to set up my computer tomorrow but it's nice to have good internet again.
you know you're a nerd when you get really excited to get high speed internet.
but I don't know. Just noticed that more of my friends are grey. maybe I should delete them and get...
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you know you're a nerd when you get really excited to get high speed internet.
but I don't know. Just noticed that more of my friends are grey. maybe I should delete them and get...
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decedent:
go to this page and see what your result is. i'm provisioned at 1.5 MB, which is about a 180 KBPS download speed. before, i was provisioned at about half of that, even though i was within the correct distance to get a faster rate. i would call them every few weeks or so, saying i should be getting faster speeds, but they claimed the problem was a poor-quality line somewhere and that it wasn't their problem. luckily, i finally got a good tech, and she doubled my speed while i was on the phone with her. don't know how or why, but i don't care.
now they're offering a 3 MB speed for $10 more, but is only for people 11,000 feet or less from a central office. anyone less than 18,000 feet should automatically be getting 1.5 MB download, 384 KB upload. if you're having problems keeping a constant speed, you should call them, 'cause that's one of the pros of DSL over cable.
now they're offering a 3 MB speed for $10 more, but is only for people 11,000 feet or less from a central office. anyone less than 18,000 feet should automatically be getting 1.5 MB download, 384 KB upload. if you're having problems keeping a constant speed, you should call them, 'cause that's one of the pros of DSL over cable.
jadedcoca:
get those DAMN PICS UP!
I mean, what better fuel for change, sex, hate, reality and/or imagination...... than that which has lead mankind from the darkened fear-filled confines of the caves!!!
Ok....... nice chattin with ya bra!