Technically, it's 5 more days until I turn 20.
All my friends are younger than me... making me feel old, even though I'm obviously not. And 20 is just such an odd number.... I'm no longer a teenager, and yet I'm not old enough to drink/gamble in the states.... what a jip.
I don't want to turn 20.... I really don't. I've never had a good birthday (19 didn't count, I wasn't sober for more than 15 minutes to think if it was good or not).
I think I'm going to try and make sure I work on my birthday, and the day after it.. so I don't have to "party" with friends about it.
Is it weird to actually dread the celebration of your birth?
All my friends are younger than me... making me feel old, even though I'm obviously not. And 20 is just such an odd number.... I'm no longer a teenager, and yet I'm not old enough to drink/gamble in the states.... what a jip.
I don't want to turn 20.... I really don't. I've never had a good birthday (19 didn't count, I wasn't sober for more than 15 minutes to think if it was good or not).
I think I'm going to try and make sure I work on my birthday, and the day after it.. so I don't have to "party" with friends about it.
Is it weird to actually dread the celebration of your birth?
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Happy Birthday.
You are sooooo old.
(But Helena is 18 years older)
[Edited on Feb 10, 2004 1:24AM]
[Edited on Feb 10, 2004 1:25AM]