Write... Or more on the sides of right? In any event it is time to reflect upon my mediocre life to the vast space that is the internet.
I find myself thinking that my blog is like a bar with a microphone but it is just after closing and no one is listening. *tap tap* check one two; is this thing on?
Besides that I am having problems mentally. A friend died at 23. 23 Holy shit, did not even think about that when I typed it. It could be a massive conspiracy against myself and others... or just too many toxins in the system. Either way that is just upsetting. Not so much that he is dead; fucker beat me to the punch, but more along the lines that he had so much talent. He will be missed. But that was weeks ago now. Damn cops do not know how to close off a crime scene.
Back on track. What has life been like recently? I seem to be torn. Torn between two realities, dual mindsets if you will. Myself, and the host body. Strange right? Let us go deeper into the matter.
Ever feel your skin crawl? Now take that effect and make it last for the last four days now, on top of that add my annoying chronic headaches (or should I say Julian's annoying chronic headaches?) and we have what I have been feeling like.
Besides that, another shot of vodka and some more vicodin and we are set.
Until the next empty night at the bar.
-C
I find myself thinking that my blog is like a bar with a microphone but it is just after closing and no one is listening. *tap tap* check one two; is this thing on?
Besides that I am having problems mentally. A friend died at 23. 23 Holy shit, did not even think about that when I typed it. It could be a massive conspiracy against myself and others... or just too many toxins in the system. Either way that is just upsetting. Not so much that he is dead; fucker beat me to the punch, but more along the lines that he had so much talent. He will be missed. But that was weeks ago now. Damn cops do not know how to close off a crime scene.
Back on track. What has life been like recently? I seem to be torn. Torn between two realities, dual mindsets if you will. Myself, and the host body. Strange right? Let us go deeper into the matter.
Ever feel your skin crawl? Now take that effect and make it last for the last four days now, on top of that add my annoying chronic headaches (or should I say Julian's annoying chronic headaches?) and we have what I have been feeling like.
Besides that, another shot of vodka and some more vicodin and we are set.
Until the next empty night at the bar.
-C