things are strange- how do you hold yourself back from something that you seem to want but know you shouldn't take - then when you take it - what do you do about dissappointting yourself because you took it - i mean - how do you get over it - and the worry - where does that go - music does not work on days like today - singing and yelling lyrics doesn't release any of the discomfort - not to mention taking care of the other parties involved - how do you deal with something that is your fault alone - we should probably talk - maybe i'll catch you tonight - along with clarity - did you know i overanalyze things - especially these things - welcome to my world
