claytong

well i figured it was time to post a new one of these...

not really sure what to write.

i should be happy, but i just feel empty and alone.

i mean, come on! i went and hung out with my best friend friday, we went to lunch, saw district 9 (great movie by the way), then went to work had a decent night, save for this chick who's only been working there for a few months telling me and the other most experienced server how to do our jobs and that we were being lazy and that the restaurant was dirty, i almost killed that bitch, i've been working there for 2 years slut you don't tell me how to do my job, especially when everyone from the district manager to the bussers love me >_> and yes it pissed me off this much that i'm still steaming about it on sunday. then yesterday i went to my fathers >_> our relationship is horrible, but it was nice to see him and i needed some money that he's been keeping for me for when i went to college, and that was nice of him to give it to me without a fight. and then i went and hung out with some friends, went swimming played xbox had a good time. so i should for all intensive purposes be moderately happy right?

but no, i just have this empty lonely feeling and just can't seem to be happy. idk what the fuck it is but it's kind of annoying.

bleh working tonight 6pm-10pm don't think i'll make shit from tips but i need to clock some hours so it's whatever.

get at me.