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a song comes to mind, and suits the mood just fine...

Carry on,
inside of your heart
Under the brine
you won't notice the dark
Can stone and steel
and horses heels
ever explain the way you feel
From Scapa flow
to Rotherhithe,
I felt the lapping of the ebon tide

Oh the heavy water how it enfolds
The salt the spray
the gorgeous undertow...
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today is one of those british sea power days, since i can't get them out of my cd player, if anybody reads these things, you should check out their music, if you like nature and oceanic transcendental meditation, well not really but it is along those lines, sometimes their music can make you burst out for joy and other times it makes you want to...
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its been a month, new girls, new looks, saw melly's latest pics, she is extremely endearing, very pleasant to look at, i could probably stare at her for years on end....i never saw her, the girl from the fatherland, she grew younger in mind and spirit in my absence, i did meet one of her boyfriends though, not to much to look at but i...
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melly:
Glad you liked the pictures... kiss
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i landed. no sign of her. but she's bringing a key soon. my scripts and all my notes from previous writings are destroyed. the computer crashed, and all of it is lost, leaving me sad as can be. lots of new sets and new girls hard to keep a hold on them...i will have to catch up later...
the interpol show is always there at...
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melly:
frown I am sorry ...
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today i fly to those that i love, those that love me.....soon i will have to confront her, the one that left me behind, there's no telling what is going to happen and that turns me on, only makes me more excited, isn't it great how you can't control some things, the whole feeling you get from the unknown, its enough to drive you batty........
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absoluteremix:
i'm sorry to hear about your ferret. i used to have some rats too, they are fun! ren & stimpy huh?? i'll have to get them that
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now that weve won so few (weve lost to many)
angels never made love like this
you are standing on my only indifference
I am weak in the knees dont make me cry
I give you love and you just give me the time

Ive begun to figure I wasnt meant for this
faded out others with cold sweet bliss
other lovers make rhyme and...
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finally wrote some poems, might send a few to the girls on here, ''wound no. 4'', i tried performing ''her abusive ways'', but nobody around here gets beat poetry....uncultured swine!
did a revision on an old poem of mine called simply, 'the lovers', well i changed it around and now its called, ''the lovers in liquid'', about no communication between significant others,
''picklefingers'', is about...
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still got the block going on, can't seem to shake it, i stripped naked, turned everything off, save the laptop, drank a few shots of cardhu, smoked a cigarrette, while sitting crosslegged, and read, baudelaire, without any distractions and all i wrote was ''fanatic zebras questioning apes with ridiculous apore'.....*sigh* nothing seems to work, still trying to find someone to go to the interpol concert...
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eliana:
thank you for the lyrics, they were the remedy for the day i had today. sure, if you want to hang together, i'll be here.
i dig your words, i'm somewhat of an amateur poet myself. maybe you could give me some feedback.

for the record, no stillwater probably hasn't changed. it seems as if every day goes by with the same pace as the one before it. and i've only been here 3 mos. and been left with this impression.

ta-ta for now.

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today i turn a quarter of a century older, i just want to say thank you to the girls for wishing me the best, it means alot to me....
wrote a short story today, ''the pirates of st. petersberg'', its pretty dumb, but not dumb enough to throw away, might expand on it later, got all my music put on the nomad so now i...
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mamabunny:
Happy Birthday.


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today i was listening to 'a season in the sky' off neurosis' newest and a whole wave of depression set in, its been almost 9 months since i've been isolated from my friends and family, all aspects of a human life swept away, all of this coincides with my birthday which is tomorrow....i have a serious case of the block since my laptop arrived, so...
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melly:
Happy happy birthday and stuff.... kiss
olive:
hope you had a swell day!
kiss
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Got some bootleg music from norm, most of it was pretty old, the specials, tribe called quest, an ambience/force album, billy holliday, social D, ministry, might go vinyl shoppin in frankfurt soon....
does anybody know when the new mars volta cd is going to come out? frances the mute? can't wait unti the british sea power show, they are playing with the pipettes on the...
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watched the reels of schadenfruede last night, and even though it was filmed a year ago this week it is still kick ass, grails music goes well, specially with harp's dream sequences in the forest near stetten....can't wait to smell european air again, canals, weirdos....
i've decided to sod the whole book idea and just go with a flyer/comic type book, i'll just bring the...
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