Saturday Jan 12, 2008

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blah, im over having bad blood sugars.

its not good... in any way.

also, i am over getting texts that are crap.

and im over giving bazillionth chances.

be good to me or else!!!!!!!!!!!
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metaverse:
At least I'm a jerk with good taste in movies? wink Tonight I'm watching 3:10 to Yuma. Had one of my bosses at work hook me up with a free copy he got.
emotedcreations:
I see you're alive. How are ya doing?

Monday Jan 07, 2008

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so my last two blogs were...... so retarded man.

as the ever wonderful daeos said "after reading your blog i just wanted to grab you by the collar and tell you to get ahold of yourself" or something like that.

seriously... wtf? i wasnt even in a bad mood? i think i was still just blech from my trip to the oc. that was um,...
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Monday Dec 17, 2007

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life update and stuff...

on december the 10th i had a severe diabetic episode and ended up losing conciousness on the floor of a local longs drugs, waking up completely confused and disoriented with multiple paramedics standing over me. i immediately started saying "im a diabetic, you need to test my blood" and as predicted i had had a very low blood sugar... i got...
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trixxx:
look inside yourself and less to others to make you feel special.

and umm I would say that your doll face is special and your empathy.
zealotschoice:

it the EXTRA ordinary things that bring the most meanig

holy happy daze
ZC

Sunday Dec 16, 2007

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my head fucking hurts.

stupid headaches.....

so tonight i had a really good time with my friend rich, but it was weird, i wasnt just feeling him in a friend way. hm.

anyway ive been all kinds of introspective lately. i have so much i want to change and figure out. how? no idea...

my head hurts, im making no sense, and i want girllove...
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lavenderrr:
My head hurts as well, but I drank too much last night and stayed up till 8:30am (it's 2:27pm now)... Ah well...

Hope you'll be feeling better soon <3
the_boss:
You'll get betterz I promise!

Wednesday Dec 12, 2007

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why does my heart feel like its always breaking? always breaking for something or someone.

what is love like, anyway? i dont think i remember and it makes my heart break hard.

i just want to feel that strong for someone or about something.

im a passionate person, with no passion.......

this is all wrong.

i want to be who i really am, again.

yes,...
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argo:
<<<---has cheescake!

biggrin
trixxx:
i can one up argo , I can make cheesecake AND give ya cuddles , I am in dire need of some too...

Wednesday Dec 05, 2007

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i feel this in my bones.... i really truly do...

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you...
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zealotschoice:
ehh .. i think all us single people feel that way it happens.. meh.. i suck .. id start sleeping around if it would make me feel better .. or someone desperate enuff to sleep with me ..(ok so thats untrue) but eh what ever..

Monday Dec 03, 2007

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two quinne sets in like, a day, hmmmm....
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zealotschoice:
yeash she is one of my favoryte..i r 2 b happy

good taste btw ..

smile
zc
kg:
i am so fucking ecstatic. not only is quinne fucking gorgeous, but one of them is a multi set. in my professional opinion, quinne does some of the best girl-on-girl sets because it seems like she's not just fucking around and trying to look hot, she fuckin' loves it.

Thursday Nov 29, 2007

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IMPORTANT!!!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
i need addresses for to send out the christmas/holiday cards... yes, im old fashioned and i still do that... so give me your addresses asap. AND, anyone in the socal area: im coming down after christmas to visit some people- if youd like to chill or meet up let me know, also, asap.

kisses, me.



ok, so... today i have...
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zealotschoice:
1>feel your pain.. had to get an advance on my pay (money have already earned) bcuz unca sammy aint paid me since 15 oct. and budgets are a good thing..

2>ahh they should be well plz'd

3>hahh..sounds like me everyday

4> it usually womens fualt we are like .. if women would say what the mean and quite changing the minds so much or atleast let us be right more often (instead of just letting us think we are right. wink)

be well
ZC

Friday Nov 09, 2007

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i have the fattest crush on this woman... its seriously insane.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

woman i dream of
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metaverse:
Such a travesty too! Lucky women!
walden_:
Hehe. We are lucky. And yeah, I'm bi.

Wednesday Oct 31, 2007

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happy halloween everyone <3333333333

go have fun in a silly costume!! do it!!

the 5 year old is a ink bunny today and the baby is a bumble bee, how cute is that? and i am a good witch... maybe after im done playing with the kids and all ill be bad, but no yet haha.

oh and i have a date tonight. wtf. wish...
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