life update and stuff...
on december the 10th i had a severe diabetic episode and ended up losing conciousness on the floor of a local longs drugs, waking up completely confused and disoriented with multiple paramedics standing over me. i immediately started saying "im a diabetic, you need to test my blood" and as predicted i had had a very low blood sugar... i got taken via ambulance to the local ER and spent a few hours there waiting for tests on my kidneys and heart etc, was force fed a dry ham sandwich, and had to call brian(the guy i dumped a few months back) to come drive me to my car and stay the night with me being as i was not allowed to sleep alone that night(incase of seizure). needless to say, that night sucked.
on december 12th i worked 14 hours straight, and then worked 10 hours straight the following day. as soon as i got off of work, i proceeded to run some errands for my roomate, who has recently had a major hip surgery, and threw some clothes in a bag. then i drove in trafiic down to palo alto because my mommy was due to have knee surgery at 730am.
it was a long week. we will just leave it at that =)
this week i have a normal work week, but i have a lot to get done. i have 3 loads of laundry to wash, dry, fold and put away; i have to make some food for myself for the week and go grocery shopping; i have to clean my place up... well, i guess its not that much =)
and starting the 22nd i am off for quite a while... ill be driving back and forth from marin, driving to socal all over the place... and before then i have 3 doctors appointments and a car appointment(rotate tires, oil, etc). and i havent been sleeping well. and i havent wrapped any of my christmas gifts.
goodness i want/need a nap.......
okay enough ranting. i should go entertain the baby now, i can hear her waking up...
i will leave you with one last thought... what makes you feel special? lately i have been feeling so ordinary, and i want to feel special damnit!!!
make me feel special
on december the 10th i had a severe diabetic episode and ended up losing conciousness on the floor of a local longs drugs, waking up completely confused and disoriented with multiple paramedics standing over me. i immediately started saying "im a diabetic, you need to test my blood" and as predicted i had had a very low blood sugar... i got taken via ambulance to the local ER and spent a few hours there waiting for tests on my kidneys and heart etc, was force fed a dry ham sandwich, and had to call brian(the guy i dumped a few months back) to come drive me to my car and stay the night with me being as i was not allowed to sleep alone that night(incase of seizure). needless to say, that night sucked.
on december 12th i worked 14 hours straight, and then worked 10 hours straight the following day. as soon as i got off of work, i proceeded to run some errands for my roomate, who has recently had a major hip surgery, and threw some clothes in a bag. then i drove in trafiic down to palo alto because my mommy was due to have knee surgery at 730am.
it was a long week. we will just leave it at that =)
this week i have a normal work week, but i have a lot to get done. i have 3 loads of laundry to wash, dry, fold and put away; i have to make some food for myself for the week and go grocery shopping; i have to clean my place up... well, i guess its not that much =)
and starting the 22nd i am off for quite a while... ill be driving back and forth from marin, driving to socal all over the place... and before then i have 3 doctors appointments and a car appointment(rotate tires, oil, etc). and i havent been sleeping well. and i havent wrapped any of my christmas gifts.
goodness i want/need a nap.......
okay enough ranting. i should go entertain the baby now, i can hear her waking up...
i will leave you with one last thought... what makes you feel special? lately i have been feeling so ordinary, and i want to feel special damnit!!!
make me feel special
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and umm I would say that your doll face is special and your empathy.
it the EXTRA ordinary things that bring the most meanig
holy happy daze
ZC