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life update and stuff...

on december the 10th i had a severe diabetic episode and ended up losing conciousness on the floor of a local longs drugs, waking up completely confused and disoriented with multiple paramedics standing over me. i immediately started saying "im a diabetic, you need to test my blood" and as predicted i had had a very low blood sugar... i got...
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trixxx:
look inside yourself and less to others to make you feel special.

and umm I would say that your doll face is special and your empathy.
zealotschoice:

it the EXTRA ordinary things that bring the most meanig

holy happy daze
ZC
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my head fucking hurts.

stupid headaches.....

so tonight i had a really good time with my friend rich, but it was weird, i wasnt just feeling him in a friend way. hm.

anyway ive been all kinds of introspective lately. i have so much i want to change and figure out. how? no idea...

my head hurts, im making no sense, and i want girllove...
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lavenderrr:
My head hurts as well, but I drank too much last night and stayed up till 8:30am (it's 2:27pm now)... Ah well...

Hope you'll be feeling better soon <3
the_boss:
You'll get betterz I promise!
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why does my heart feel like its always breaking? always breaking for something or someone.

what is love like, anyway? i dont think i remember and it makes my heart break hard.

i just want to feel that strong for someone or about something.

im a passionate person, with no passion.......

this is all wrong.

i want to be who i really am, again.

yes,...
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argo:
<<<---has cheescake!

biggrin
trixxx:
i can one up argo , I can make cheesecake AND give ya cuddles , I am in dire need of some too...
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i feel this in my bones.... i really truly do...

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you...
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zealotschoice:
ehh .. i think all us single people feel that way it happens.. meh.. i suck .. id start sleeping around if it would make me feel better .. or someone desperate enuff to sleep with me ..(ok so thats untrue) but eh what ever..
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two quinne sets in like, a day, hmmmm....
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zealotschoice:
yeash she is one of my favoryte..i r 2 b happy

good taste btw ..

smile
zc
kg:
i am so fucking ecstatic. not only is quinne fucking gorgeous, but one of them is a multi set. in my professional opinion, quinne does some of the best girl-on-girl sets because it seems like she's not just fucking around and trying to look hot, she fuckin' loves it.
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IMPORTANT!!!

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
i need addresses for to send out the christmas/holiday cards... yes, im old fashioned and i still do that... so give me your addresses asap. AND, anyone in the socal area: im coming down after christmas to visit some people- if youd like to chill or meet up let me know, also, asap.

kisses, me.



ok, so... today i have...
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zealotschoice:
1>feel your pain.. had to get an advance on my pay (money have already earned) bcuz unca sammy aint paid me since 15 oct. and budgets are a good thing..

2>ahh they should be well plz'd

3>hahh..sounds like me everyday

4> it usually womens fualt we are like .. if women would say what the mean and quite changing the minds so much or atleast let us be right more often (instead of just letting us think we are right. wink)

be well
ZC
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i have the fattest crush on this woman... its seriously insane.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

woman i dream of
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metaverse:
Such a travesty too! Lucky women!
walden_:
Hehe. We are lucky. And yeah, I'm bi.
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happy halloween everyone <3333333333

go have fun in a silly costume!! do it!!

the 5 year old is a ink bunny today and the baby is a bumble bee, how cute is that? and i am a good witch... maybe after im done playing with the kids and all ill be bad, but no yet haha.

oh and i have a date tonight. wtf. wish...
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wahhhhh why does no one wanna help me go to disneyland. fuck man... you guys have "chipped in" for a lot lamer reasons than me meeting everyone =)
zealotschoice:
um right now i dont have it to chip in ..

and the most help i have been to anyone is thoughts and prays .. i will add u mine...

zc
liv:
shhhhhhhhhhhssssssssss scandinavia wink
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fucking holy helll im so sleeeepy... lots to say, and will be said in like 12 hours.

lovelove me.
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btyjugs:
pssh that is my love all mine....snuggle!!!!
trixxx:
pfffft sleep? thats for the weak hahha

was thinking of you and how you are getting on, miss ya babe
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am i dying? i think perhaps i might be...

that sucks.
josephadam:
frown I haven't talked to you in a while....whats going on hun?
liv:
u dont ... no matter how it seems to... even the worst feelings come and go...


yeh i agree with u how all sucks sometimes... ARRR!!! ARRR!!!


kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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i guess im moving... i dont exactly when yet, but i will be relocating to marin county.

wow.

i guess i should start making new friends up there, yeah??