Okay, so I'll start with the requisite negativity, but try to bring the mood back up at the end.
The new apartment is cool, but when moving into a new place, there's always these little things that need to be fixed. First of all, I didn't have hot water for a couple of days, so my showers were very cold and ended up not draining and flooding the bathroom. No key to the gate so parking's been a bitch. Had an outlet fixed, but because the tv was plugged in the tv is now dead, so no tv (even though I could only get one channel in anyway). Wifi kept shitting out on my Warcrafting. I've been sleeping on an inflatable mattress on the floor until I get my bed this weekend.
Didn't have a fridge for a couple days, so I haven't been able to have real food, so once in awhile I'd treat myself to something more than just dry goods, in this case, two nights ago: a BK veggie from the Burger King on Glendale. I snarfed it down cause I haven't eaten all day. A few hours later, I started feeling shitty so I went to bed early.
Woke up yesterday feeling awful... headache, chills, blurry vision, had a hard time standing or walking for too long, and very naseous. At work I threw up a couple times and spent my break sleeping. Finally had to go home early, where I sat at home for 16 hours sleeping restlessly and throwing up. Finally managed to keep down some rice cakes.
Now I'm back in action, still a bit week, but thank god it was only food poisoning and not stomach flu or something ongoing.
So! I am now healthy. I got some beautiful flowers in the mail. The landlords stopped by to fix everything. I got a nice microwave for $5. I can take warm showers. I'm keeping occupied. And I have the next few weekends booked with friends and family coming to visit. I really don't have anything to complain about, I think this whole graduate college, quit job, move from sac to la, start bartending school, start new job, find new place, etc. in one month just took its toll on me. I need to think about how great things will be in another few weeks when I figure things out better and stop being so worried. Once I have some money I can get some nice new IKEA things, and I hope to start waking up early to jog around the lake. I really miss my rats, they're my little babies, (and still need a home, anyone in Sac interested?), but maybe I'll get some goldfish or plants to keep me company while I adjust. So really, things are good, I hope they keep getting better.
The new apartment is cool, but when moving into a new place, there's always these little things that need to be fixed. First of all, I didn't have hot water for a couple of days, so my showers were very cold and ended up not draining and flooding the bathroom. No key to the gate so parking's been a bitch. Had an outlet fixed, but because the tv was plugged in the tv is now dead, so no tv (even though I could only get one channel in anyway). Wifi kept shitting out on my Warcrafting. I've been sleeping on an inflatable mattress on the floor until I get my bed this weekend.
Didn't have a fridge for a couple days, so I haven't been able to have real food, so once in awhile I'd treat myself to something more than just dry goods, in this case, two nights ago: a BK veggie from the Burger King on Glendale. I snarfed it down cause I haven't eaten all day. A few hours later, I started feeling shitty so I went to bed early.
Woke up yesterday feeling awful... headache, chills, blurry vision, had a hard time standing or walking for too long, and very naseous. At work I threw up a couple times and spent my break sleeping. Finally had to go home early, where I sat at home for 16 hours sleeping restlessly and throwing up. Finally managed to keep down some rice cakes.
Now I'm back in action, still a bit week, but thank god it was only food poisoning and not stomach flu or something ongoing.
So! I am now healthy. I got some beautiful flowers in the mail. The landlords stopped by to fix everything. I got a nice microwave for $5. I can take warm showers. I'm keeping occupied. And I have the next few weekends booked with friends and family coming to visit. I really don't have anything to complain about, I think this whole graduate college, quit job, move from sac to la, start bartending school, start new job, find new place, etc. in one month just took its toll on me. I need to think about how great things will be in another few weeks when I figure things out better and stop being so worried. Once I have some money I can get some nice new IKEA things, and I hope to start waking up early to jog around the lake. I really miss my rats, they're my little babies, (and still need a home, anyone in Sac interested?), but maybe I'll get some goldfish or plants to keep me company while I adjust. So really, things are good, I hope they keep getting better.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to lash out like that, but it is so frustrating.
I'm glad to read that (at least) another person is doing well. I'll go check myself into a mental home now.