claian

dam.. i always forget about updating these things

I've got a few minutes spare before i have to open up the shop today so what better time to do it.

Things have been stressful with the other job. Well to be precise the other job has put a shit load of stress on my fiance and me. The biggest problem is that she leaves at 8 in the morning to get to Uni or work, i don't start till 11. but then i don't get home until midnight because of my second job.
I get home and she is already in bed. when it's time for her to get up and ready for her day I'm trying to sleep.

I'm sure you can see this makes things kinda hard when it comes to spending time with each other.

We got close to having a big fight( i got home to find that there was a pillow and blanket outside our bedroom door.) but we sat down and talked things through. all sorted out now.

But the stress is still there... so hard to deal with it

also i've been feeling physically like shit lately. went to the doctors on Tuesday and had to go for blood tests. six vials of blood later and I've got to wait for the results to come back in.

Anyway, i'll and update this a tad more frequently and then maybe i'll talk about stuff thats not so depressing.