ckylord

I am sorry, i have been bad. I know I have neglected my journal, and therefore neglected all of my lovelies. I'm sorry, don't hate me because I'm easily distracted by new toys. I have had the best time the past couple of days just hanging out with family and friends and generally enjoying the holiday season and the presents that came with it. We have a new XBox and I have all kinds of really cool vampire related games and I just can't seem to tear myself away from them for too long. Again, I know I suck and I'm sorry.

So tomorrow is New Year's Eve and I plan on doing jack shit. No clubs around here are 18 and up and getting shit faced has begun to become a bit overrated. I think that my boyfriend and I have a date with Dick Clark tomorrow night. That's okay though, because this year I'm actually going to take time to reflect on what I want and what I have to get it. I have a feeling that this year will be good, I just need to put forth the effort to fulfill it. I definitely plan on trying to be better to myself this coming year. Not so much over indulgence, but more self awareness. I know that I sound pretty corny, but I don't care. Sometimes you just gotta make the change for the better and this time, with the help of my family and friends I'm gonna do it. Now, let it be know that I'm not making any resolutions that I know I'll break, I'm just gonna try to do better for myself, which is something that I think a lot of us can do.

Well, now that I've said that, I hope that everyone had a really great holiday and you spent it the way you wanted to, and if not, I hope that next year your holidays will be better. If I don't chat with everyone tomorrow, I hope everyone has a Happy New Year.

Until Next Year !!!!!!!!