ckwonder

Haven't realized I haven't blogged in forever. Wow!

Anyway, I just came home the other day from a 2nd, yes a 2nd, back surgery. Wasn't quite as bad as the first time around. Now I'm just home, trying to relax. Very hard to do since I'm so damn bored. Nothing to do. Not allowed to drive. Most people I know are working. I can only...
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Going to be a new truck tomorrow (hopefully) since my 1989 POS Ford Probe GT has just about died on me finally. Hopefully everything goes smoothly...

Feels.... alone.

I'm a little drunk, but besides that, I'm a little confused I guess. I don't know... Life sucks. I don't have the courage to be more open here... even among strangers.

Can't wait for Friday!

So, I was having a dart match on Wednesday night and I had invited my "sister" and our friend, whom I'm crazy about. Anyway, after the match and a few drinks, we left the bar at around 1 am. First took home our friend. Then as I was dropping off my "sister", I receive a text message from our friend that says "I want you...
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I've found a new reason to smile again. Don't know how long it'll last, but I'll enjoy it while does before it goes all wrong like everything else.

Everyday I seem to fade into darkness... and I fade and fade until all is black......

First, Happy New Year everyone. Second, I got a phone call late last night at about 3 in the morning. Was from an old friend of mine whom I haven't heard from in almost a year. It almost brought tears to my eyes, literally. We talked for about an hour, just catching up and stuff. I didn't want to get off the phone. Anyway, I'm...
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Life sucks. That about sums it up.