I find myself alone - actually much of life has been that way - and I seem to be happy much of the time. But there is always a time when I wish I was with someone. I recently took an epic trip to CA. I enjoyed the peace and beauty of the state, saw old friends and family, and seriously had a great time. But I came across this beautiful place, and stopped to take it all in and get some pictures, and I immediately wished I had someone with me. (I've had a crush on a good friend of mine for a while, and immediately wished she was there with me)
At the same time, there is a woman that I met a while back that is totally into me, but I'm not feeling the same. She's awesome, I'm just not attracted to her. My friends keep telling me to suck it up and date her, because she is so nice, etc.
So it begs the question, really, what is better? To sit here alone and do what I want to do when I want to do it, but find myself lonely at times? Or to settle for someone because she's nice, even though I'm not attracted to her?
I know how I feel - but what are your thoughts?