its been hard not to think of her and miss her.. but i have to remind myself that she left me because she gave up.. matter how much i did for her.. i know i could of been more patient or less bitter at times.. but you left me guessing.. you could not communicate with me.. and then you made it out like it was all me.. it took us both to lose our love.. I was not done fighting for it.. but you abandoned me and left me alone on the battlefield . . and you took my heart with you ..