I sometimes hate expressing my feelings when it isn't channeled through Impaled Martyr or some of my other dark ambient projects... because I feel too exposed and don't like wasting peoples' time, but I just feel overwhelmed by many things. I sometimes think happiness is so far away, almost unachievable... Why? Because too many times, when there's something for me to be...
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torlano:
Sometimes, I enjoy being unsettled by art. What unsettles the mainstream doesn't usually faze me.

Yep, the shit is definitely bizarre and I like listening to it on occasion nonetheless. I suppose it pushes on my lower "lizard brain".

I do have to be careful/mindful about fueling my "dark" side because it's full of venom and misanthropy. That's not a mode I'd want to get caught or stuck in; it's fine for a diversion or when it's brief.

Best wishes and good luck with all your projects :)
cj_desecrator:
Thank you

Life has been quite chaotic lately... few deaths in the family, near deaths, stress, and sadness, but aside from the negative stuff, let's try to keep positive here...

It's been a few days since I got back from my vacation, which was awesome! I've been quite busy since I got back, but I will post a blog about it soon with photos...
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lilymai:
Sorry to hear about your loses darling :'( but im glad doors are opening up and life's giving you so much deserved positivity <3 xxx
cj_desecrator:
Thank you @lilymai

Hails good people of SG!

On saturday my cousin Jin will be picking my brother and I up so we can roll up to our other cousin Flex's house to pick him up for a Chinese new year celebration. Jin's wife is Chinese and wants to postpone the celebration to saturday instead of thursday so we can all be there. And the following...
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anouk:
Exciting!
cj_desecrator:
Indeed! @anouk :D

It has been quite a few days since that night, which was January 30th... I am back to reality, with nothing much to look forward to... However, I must say, this was by far the best concert I've been to! It will be VERY hard to top this one! It was quite an adventure, to say the very least... This is a lengthy blog...
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kvlt:
Luuckyyyy! Mayhem played here a couple weeks ago but I had work. :'(
cj_desecrator:
@kvlt damn! :( I know the feeling, I've missed many great shows in the past because of work. Hopefully you can catch them next time ;)

The split album with Lurid Reign, "The Final Solution To The Human Question" is now available! It's the first Impaled Martyr release as a duo. It also has Hodr Vanorden of Lurid Reign doing guest vocals on one of our songs, as well as myself doing guest vocals on one of his. If interested, it can be downloaded here:

https://stillborntwinsrecords.bandcamp.com/album
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baalseraph:
Wow, that's a pretty neat release! I like it! :) \m/
cj_desecrator:
@baalseraph awesome, thanks man! :D \m/ hope you are well

Hails, all you awesome people of SG!

Hope you all had a great New Years celebration! I spent mine hanging with family, and playing Sega Genesis on my SG Propad 6, which is a bad ass 6 button controller that I had as a child, which broke. I finally found another. It has programmable auto-fire for each individual button, and slow (which is basically auto-fire...
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Hails, all followers, SGs, and SG Hopefuls!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS god damn it!!!! Whether you celebrate christmas, yule, etc... whatever you celebrate, I hope you all have a well spent holiday. Enjoy!

2014 has been a rather strange year... It had it's bad moments, but also many good things! Things with Impaled Martyr are moving along, not at the pace I'd like, but moving...
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I just did another Impaled Martyr interview with Extreme Metal Empire. Feels great keeping busy with this project, even when it isn't writing/recording. If interested, check it out and give their page a "like" if you are into underground metal. They are true supporters of underground music

Impaled Martyr interview with Extreme Metal Empire

hawkvercetti:
Fuck yeah, I love your interviews :)
cj_desecrator:
@hawkvercetti Thank you. You are too awesome! :D